A child wishing to be older,
How can she?
When she refused to let go of her mother's hand.
Feeling anything and everything.
She thought that this was normal.
In a numb world she wanted to be stronger.
How can she?
When everyone loved walking all over her.
Sad part, she let em.
She promised herself that it would be the last time,
To let herself down,
And to break her own heart,
But how can she?
When she loved pleasing people to feel accepted,
Like an ugly robot she obeyed.
She was a misfit,
She still is.
Not once did she wish to be loved.
she didn't believe that she
deserved it.
In her own twisted way.
She wanted to stop feeling
Anything and Everything.
YOU ARE READING
The Rise of A Beating Heart
PoetryA Book filled with poems sewed by my deepest feelings. It's when I began to live for what I write and write what makes me feel alive. The Rise of A Beating Heart is where I exist in each and every line.
