Realization (kleinsen)

ch. does it matter

Look at me over achieving
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Evan's P.O.V. [like 2 days later idk]

     So Jared told me how it went with Zoe and I'm honestly not shocked. I dont know why but it's just not surprising. I think it helped me finally get over her.

     Now I have a great boyfriend and a good friend. Alana's still pissed but she'll get over it. Yeah.

     Now I'm sitting alone in my room at 12:42 AM and just thinking things like:

     If the world was flat why are all the other planets round?

     There are 12 songs from 3 different musicals stuck in my head.

     Does Jared actually like me?

     If the world were to end tomorrow, would anyone know and if so who?

     One of these is not like the others. One is a statement but that's not what I meant. What if Jared doesn't actually like me? No. He seemed way to excited. Right?

     "Thanks self doubt I really appreciate it." I said to myself. No one's home. Again. I really don't like being sad.

     Wait. I have a boyfriend for this. What if he's sleeping? Eh its worth a shot I'll call him.

     "Yo." Jared answers the phone after 2 rings.

     "Hi, so I'm sad do you want to come over?"

     "Sure what's wrong?" Jared asked genuinely concerned.

     "The usual, I'm sad and I  hate myself and am constantly filled with doubt."

     "Babe."

     "Just please come over I want hugs." Its a genuine need. It's always needed and always will be.

     "You got it I'm already driving."

     "If you are driving get off the phone the last thing I need is you dead." Seriously.

     "You got it see ya soon."

     "Bye."

     Jared is going to get himself killed one day he will either do something stupid and irresponsible or say something stupid and irresponsible and be killed. But he's funny and cute.

     Within 5 minutes Jared has plopped himself onto my bed and snuggled up into me. I did call him over here at almost 1 o'clock in the morning I don't blame him for being tired. "So how are you?" He asked.

     "Better now."

     "Can I go to sleep or do you want me to stay awake?" Why is he so nice.

     "You can go to sleep just having you here is fine."

     "Goodnight."

     "Night." I said as he got comfortable. I eventually started playing with his hair. Its really soft.

Þı?ə ßķį] (Heidi's p.o.v.)

     I got home at around 5 in the morning to find Jared's car in the driveway. And whilst walking past Evan's room I saw them snuggled together on Evan's bed.

     I dont know what happened but the are adorable. I really did think they were dating before but I guess not. They make I nice couple. They balance each other out. I just hope all ends well for them they really do seem meant to be.
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A shorter chapter but dony worry the next one will be longer I'm planning. Kinda.

Edit: I lied