love in a hopeless place...style south park

chap. 5

Stans pov.

Have you ever failed a math quiz... or broken your ankle right before finals...

If you have then you know it's like your world has been flipped upside down, but this... this was worst than my world being flipped upside down. Its like my universe crashed.

I felt dizzy.

I dropped by my phone and started to blink rapidly when my vision started to blur.

I leened- ...fell into the wall and slowly slid down until I was sitting with my knees to my chest.

"Stan!" Kyle yelled when I fell.

He got up...obviously in pain to see if I was ok.

I waved my hand at him, trying to tell him to sit and rest, but he didn't care.

He grabbed his laptop and sat in front of me with his back against his bed frame.

"Are you ok?" Kyle asked.

"y-Yes," I say. I was really in my own world and kinda tunning him out. I had too many thoughts.

"Then why are you crying?" he asked.

I looked down and touched my cheek with a shaky hand. He was right. I didn't even notice I was crying.

Multiple calls were coming from my phone. They were all from Kenny. I know they were, but I couldn't answer them.

Probably the fourth time he called Kyle picked up the phone, answering it. I was in to much shock to talk. All that was happening were tears streaming down my cheeks. Its all I could feel. Everything else was numb. then i felt a cold hand wrap around my. it had feeling... hope.

Kyles pov.

Stan was in a state a shock and someone would not stop calling. So I answered. Stan looked at me and he tried to say something but only his lips quivered and more tears streamed down his cheeks. I grabbed his hand and held it in mine. He seemed like he needed it. I could feel him grasp mine, but very lightly.

"Hello?" I answered

"Hi um who is this?" they asked.

"A friend of stans. My name is Kyle," I answered.

"Oh well is stan there?" he asked.

"Yes, but he is unable to answer the phone right now... hes in a state of shock," I say.

"Oh... is he ok." the boy on the other side of the phone asks.

"Yes... I assume he will be ok," I say.

"Do you know what happened?" he asks confused. I pull the phone down so he cants hear me while a look at my computer. I'm looking at a class yearbook photo on stans Instagram. "Who are you, "I ask myself.

"Ken-...kenny." stan barely manages to say, squeezing my hand while he shakes.

"Yes... his loving girlfriend told Instagram that he has cancer," I say to Kenny.

"Oh... it's going around twitter. I haven't been on insta today." Kenny says.

"Mmm well, he kinda didn't want anyone to know...nevermind the whole internet, "I say to Kenny.

"Well, he could have told me in his best friend... also, who are you?"

"I'm Kyle." I say again.

"I know that but how do you know stan?" he asks.

"Iv got the same cancer as Stan. His and my room are right next to each other," I tell Kenny. "We've become pretty good friends in this shit hole," I say.

"Oh... well thank you for being there for him and I recommend you dont let him go on insta for a couple hours. Rumors are that Cartman already expressed his opinion on Instagram."Kenny says.

"Whos cartman?" I ask.

"The fatass. Redcoat. Blue and yellow hat. Aka schools biggest dick head." Kenny says in simplest terms.

"Thank you. Ill tell stan you called ok," I say to Kenny. Stans grip becomes tighter.

"Tell him I hope him the best and ill make cash somehow to come to visit," Kenny says.

"I well... goodbye."

"Bye."

I hang up and turn off his ringer. A lot of notification were going off on his phone.

Not a good time.

"Kenny says everyone knows... and that he'll make the money to come to visit you, "I say.

Stan shakes his head. He's on the verge of a breakdown.

I knew If i was him that I would want a hug right now.

Even though I was in a lot of pain, I practically sat in stans lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. He buried his face in the crook of my neck. He wrapped his arms loosely around my waist and broke down crying harder than before.

We stayed like that for a while. He knew everything hurt for me, so he started drawing circles on my back.

Surprisingly it felt nice and I started to relax and become tired. I started to get up to let stan be, but...

"Wait... dont leave me," he whispered tightening his grip around my waist. "I dont want to be alone," he said sadly.

"I won't ever leave you..." I say hugging him back. "But we need to sleep and luran well kill us if she finds us on the floor after 1 pm." I laugh softly.

"Fine..." stan says picking me up and standing. He sets me in my bed and walks back to his room. I wish he would have stayed...

What I wasn't expecting was the door that connected our rooms to open. Doctors only used those door for an emergency, luckily no alarms were triggered to those doors. stan walked through with a pillow in on hand and threw it on my bed. He wasn't sad anymore, he was pissed.

He locked my door and shut all the blinds. Making it pitch black in my room.

He climbed in my bed and cuddled me.

I felt my skin burn... I was blushing like crazy. I hugged him back and he loosened up a little. Usually when I sleep im in a lot of pain... but tonight I finally felt comfortable... like I could get more than 4 house of sleep.

"Stan your literally my best friend," I say sleepily.

"Mmm good cuz your my super best friend," he says and I can't help but blush.

Like I said im stubborn... I either hate something or I love it...

Iv made up my mind about stan... I think I love him.