She's Too Young.. (A Ray Ray Love Story)

Chapter Thirty

After Chres left, it felt awkward. Not with my being there, with just knowing stuff happened. I felt bad, obviously, but at the same time I was really curious to what could have happened and/or what would have happened if I would have just shut my mouth and let him continue.

But Craig had a big heart. He was too sweet to not think about the fact that he was about to have sex with his bestfriend's girlfriend. I hated and loved that about him.

"Ya know.." I felt his arms around my waist, it made me jump. "I'd been waiting so long to do that."

"We didn't do anything, Craig." I removed his arms and turned around and faced him.

"We kissed." he put a hand on each side of the counter and cornered me in, "I had been waiting to just do that for so long. I feel like a dick for enjoying it so much."

"I wish I didn't have such a conscience.."

"You love Ray, that's not a bad thing."

"I loved you at one point."

"I'm not the father of your kid, remember?" he slightly chuckled and touched my cheek, "we don't have to tell anybody."

"So you're thinking with your dick now?"

"I'm too nice."

"Okay?"

"Maybe I need to start thinking with my dick a little." he whispered a little and then kissed me. One of those types of kisses that you just wanted to grab onto whoever it was and not let go and this time, I didn't think.

I felt his hand grab my thigh and wrap my leg around his waist and then he kissed me again. I felt his hand pull my panties to the side a little. He started massaging my clit. Wow did that feel amazing.

I looked down and saw his hand going into his pajama pants, then just looked back up and kissed him. I felt him almost start to put the tip in, then I heard Raiva crying and everything changed.

I snapped back into reality.

"Oh my God!" I yelled and started finding my clothes more quickly than ever and putting them on, "What am I doing!? I have a boyfriend!" I started tying my hair up and afterwards I pulled on my blue jean shorts, "I'm an idiot and you're an idiot and we're just a bunch of idiots with hormones and I can't deal with it right now."

"Mommyyy!!" she cried louder.

"I'm coming baby!" I threw my shirt over my head and fixed it. I was about to start jogging up the stairs til I felt Craig grab my arm.

"Abrial... don't go."

"No. I need to go! I'm gonna go home, to Ray and I's home, and feed Ray and I's daughter and then I'm gonna do some school work and then I'm gonna go have lunch with Jackson and I'm gonna forget all this happened because it didn't! Okay. We didn't kiss, lastnight didn't happen and we most certainly did not almost have sex in your kitchen." I looked him dead in the eye then pulled away and jogged up the stairs. I saw Alia was up trying to get Raiva to stop crying. That was kinda cute. "Shhhh, baby. It's okay, mommy's here." I picked her up and rubbed her back as she laid her head down and cried some more, "shhh, baby. It's okay."

"I want daddy!" she cried. She made the fact that she loved her daddy very known.

"I know baby." I rubbed her back and grabbed my purse off the couch.

"Abrial, stop."

"Bye Craig." I shut the front door and jogged down the remaining 3 porch steps and just stopped and thought for a second.