Doves in the Wind-Part I

A12

Parker didn't even hesitate to agree about letting us fly on Don's plane, and refunded our tickets with a quickness so he could gladly save money. I always felt the annoying need to pack last minute so I was up early in the morning packing up an outfit that would last me 2 days into my suitcase.

I played music to keep me sane.

Don wasn't really specific as to what time and just said to call him whenever we wanted to go. I imagined how flying on a private plane would feel like. I'd never done that, and it only seemed like something people in movies did. But, it was me.

Dear Mama,

I'm sorry I've been a little skimpy on the letters. I'll write more, I promise I've just been busy and all. Today is a very important day for me. I'm going to LA to audition for a record label. If things go well we could be signed. I knew you said that I should focus more on school and all, but I love this and this is important to me. If they sign us we can be huge, and I know you're gonna be happy for me. I miss you and I think about you all the time. I can't wait to meet you again, and tell you everything

Sincerely, Dani

I took a shower to prepare for my day and when I left and put on another pair of PJs, the doorbell was ringing. "I got it!" Said Lily, from the outside. I took this as a good thing, worked on my hair since I was already fully dressed.

I was busy braiding it into two plaits before my door had opened. It was Parker. "You said you were ready," He said, closing the door behind him.

"I am, I'm dressed I just need to braid my ha-" He quick pulled me into him, and our lips met, yet again.

"I told the girls to meet you here. They should be here in a few minutes. Until then..." He pushed me back down on my bed, and hovered over me.

"Did you lock the door,"

"Of course," His cold hands mixed and mingled in between my own, as he kissed the sensitive spot behind my ear. He knew exactly how much it drove me crazy when he did that, and I muffled my moans into his neck.

"Are you still on the pill?" He asked, his warmth breath breathing on my neck. Remembrance hit me, as I realized it was a while since I did given the fact that it had been a while since we did anything.

"No, you don't have a condom?"

"I told you I don't like those," He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. "I can just pull it out," I moved away, almost with a quickness as memories of the past flooded my brain. Memories I never wanted to reach surface.

"I...ugh...are you sure?" I didn't want to make him mad, but I knew in the back of my head I hated the idea, especially since what happened last time.

He grinned, biting his lower lip and it sent a heat in me. Idiotically, I let him do it and he said he'd give me pills to prevent anything from happening even further, since he never pulled it out. He never does. If you couldn't tell, I felt like an idiot and I hated that I hated making people upset over my own demands but...that was me I guess.

I didn't even have the energy or the common decency to get dressed again when we were done, and just laid in my bed, listening to him taking a shower in my bathroom. Shortly after, the door opened and he walked out with a towel wrapped around his waist. "In thought?" He asked.

"Deeply," I stared at the weird shapes in my ceiling, trying to make out something in them.

"What about? I told you I'll get you a Plan B as soon as we get to the airport,"

"It's not...about the Plan B," I looked at him, grab his bag and out it on my bed next to my legs.

"Then what's wrong? You look...sad. Did you not like it?" I tensed up a bit. The annoyance slowly crept up on me, threatening to make me explode.