"More secrets appear as time passes by, hiding it for your sake."
"You are telling me that you spent the night with Jungkook, fucking and all that shit, and you are still not going to tell him it's you?" Jimin said in confusion, shock also on his face as he stared at me. I gulped and sighed, tears in my eyes while I hugged my knees close. "It was a mistake. A really big mistake." I whispered, staring at the ground while sobbing. "I shouldn't have done it. It was stupid. I caught him pleasuring himself and my mind shut off, I-I went to h-him a-and then I-I kissed h-him and-" I started sobbing heavily, Jimin's hands making me look at him.
"It's okay, Y/n. He is leaving with Jina tomorrow for that trip they have. Just, try to move on while he is gone." He said in a calm voice. "How? It's been 4 years I've been away and I still love him. I even fucked him while he was drunk thinking that I was his fucking wife who isn't even the actual person he loves!!" I exclaimed, hearing footsteps in the room. "Yeah, mind explaining why Jungkook thinks him and I had sex yesterday night when I left you with him?" Jina said, my head snapping towards her, seeing a look on her face that I couldn't really read. It was a mixture of confusion and pity maybe.
I sobbed, causing her to quickly go to my side and embrace me in a hug tightly. "Shh. It's fine. I'm not mad." She whispered. "I am. At myself." I sobbed, hugging her back tightly while sobbing in her shoulder, her hand caressing my hair soothingly. "I know. You couldn't control it Y/n. You love him. He loves you. It was meant to happen sooner or later." She replied, trying to calm me down as I sniffed and kept crying. "I don't know what to do. I can't face him now." I sobbed, getting startled when Jina's phone started ringing. "It's Jungkook." She sighed, staring at the phone in hesitation.
"Y/n, this is the perfect moment to go back to him. Live with him happily." She said with a soft look in her eyes, holding the phone out for me. I shook my head after some time of thinking, letting out a choked sob while pushing the phone slowly back towards her.
"I can't."
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I sat on the couch, alone, with a bucket of ice cream on my lap and a big spoon on my hand. A blanket covered my shoulders and back, hugging my body to warm it up as I watched Korean Dramas as an entertainment. I texted Seokjin and told him I wouldn't be able to work for the next few weeks. His response was something I didn't expect. He said that I could take as much time off as I wanted, rest and get better until I feel like I can go back to work again. I sniffed, watching as the secondary character died for the man she loved.
"Men are assholes," I whined, eating a big spoonful of the ice cream with a sigh, watching as the man cried heavily, falling to his knees in desperation. I sighed, hearing the doorbell ring. "I'll go!" I heard Jimin call out, seeing him go to the door as Taehyung popped his head into the living room, smiling warmly at me. I smiled back, a really small smile showing even if I tried my hardest to show him a genuine smile. "Y/n, guess who came!" Jimin exclaimed happily, entering the living room with someone behind him.
I sighed, taking the last spoonful of ice cream before turning around while gulping down the ice cream, my eyes widening as I saw the familiar Scottish face I was starting to miss. He smiled at me, pulling his hat off to show his slightly long, curly hair.
"Miss me, lassie?"
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