My Life in High School...

Sophmore Year part 1

Sophomore year... I was so excited when it was finally time to go back to school. I could finally see my friends everyday again. This year however they changed something we only had certain classes on certain days. So Monday and Wednesday we had periods 1,3,5 and 7 and on Tuesday and Thursday we had 2,4,and 6. Friday's we had all of them. Weird I know anyway I met up with Cyvanna on the first day and we went to get our schedules. But I couldn't find mine... I went to the counselors to look for it turns out.... I wasn't a sophomore but I was still a freshman. Remember when I said that I didn't realize what failing homeschool would do well here it is. Because I failed that semester I was behind on credits... so I was still a freshman at least for the first semester of sophomore year. But on the plus side I still had sophomore classes. Anyway I had one class with Cyvanna and Alondra. Our 4th period English class. I also had one class with Britney which was ROTC. 6th period. ROTC is a military leadership program that I though was interesting so I signed up for it. Though I had no classes with Gloria. Which sucked. Anyway I went through the motions of school and I got back together with my summer fling. Curtis. He was... obsessive. But I loved him. At least I thought I did. He lived in the small town I moved away from freshman year. We would text each other, call so on. And that was good enough for me though I missed him incredibly. But he was ridiculous about everything. He wanted to talk 24/7 and I was at school so I couldn't. He began to threaten to break up with me and because I was so afraid of losing him I began to ditch school to talk to him... But things got worse.. he would make me do things I didn't want to do for him sexually with that same threat. He was my first real boyfriend so I was afraid and felt I had no other choice. So I did them. I soon became depressed and just stopped going to school all together. I didn't know what to do, who to talk to. I didn't want to tell my friends because I knew they would tell me to dump him but I was a stupid girl in love and afraid. Finally I told him I needed to go to school and he didn't argue. So I stopped ditching as often but I still hated school I don't know why I just felt alone without my friends and I only saw them some of the time in class. So when I did go to school I tried to make more friends rather than keeping to myself so Cyvanna and I got the idea to start a club. We both absolutely love anime so we started an anime club. We honestly thought no one would join... but to our surprise our first meeting was successful. We had 3 boys join. Bradley, Ricardo, and Juan. At the time I thought I recognized Ricardo, turns out he's the one who helped me my first day as a freshman. Well we all got to talking but I noticed one boy whom I also recognized from one of my classes was sitting alone and not joining us. I yelled at him to join us, I could tell he was shy but remembering myself as a freshman I felt the need to pull him out of his shell. His name was Bradley. He was also like Britney in my ROTC class. We all became good friends. I loved it but it was still small so we needed to recruit more people. Cyvanna and I got a girl from our English class to join her name was Olivia. I tried to get Gloria and Alondra but that didn't work out and we soon stopped talking like we used to. Anyway that was our group. And I loved it. I began going to school more and tried to get more involved. I joined a group called TSA ( Technology Student Association) with Cyvanna and it turned out Ricardo was in it too. So we started talking more and more. He was fun to be around. I soon developed a crush on him while still dating Curtis. But I kept it to myself because I knew I had a boyfriend. Well I hung out more and more with anime club. Bradley and I became really good friends in ROTC, anime club and just in general. I began to feel better about myself. Until Curtis kept telling me I could no longer be friends with Ricardo and Bradley considering they're guys. Well I refused to stop being friends with them which angered Curtis. So he broke up with me...