No Time To Heal [BTS J.Jk]

XXI

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As Jungkook entered the living room, his gaze fell back onto the photo wall. He never actually asked where his picture went.

The elevator got repaired, but his picture was still missing.

As he strode towards his room he caught the different sounds around the dorm. God knows why a scream echoed through the halls in the middle of the day.

As it seemed, everyone was already in the middle of packing. No one really noticed him.

Are you important enough to get noticed at all?

Jungkook hung his head low. Maybe the voice is right.

I am right.

He frowned.

Arrogant much?

He shook his head as he entered his room. He will never be able to get rid of his misery bringing companion.

As he looked around, he noticed that his bag was missing.

He looked under his bed, in his walk-in closet and in every corner of the room but he just couldn't find it. Where could it be?

If you don't find it, they'll leave you behind.

That is not true and Jungkook knew it, but it still aches his heart.

They will leave you behind every single time.

„Jungkook-ah!" a loud voice echoed from the other side of his door.

„Are you ready yet? We wanted to go out eat!"

The young singer looked around desperately. But what was he looking for? Was it his bag? An answer to the question of his hyung? Or was it something completely different?

„Yeah, I'll be right there!" He yelled back without being sure about what he just said.

You are lying to your hyung.

I can't find my bag.

You will never find it.

Instead of actually helping him think, the voice just made everything a bit harder than it was supposed to be.

Why can't you just help me?

Why can't you just do things right?

There was no point in keeping this debate going. Arguing couldn't make his bag appear magically out of thin air anyway.

As he walked out of his room he called for his hyungs, addressing all of them. „Hyung? Did you see my bag somewhere? I can't find it."

But as soon as he finished his sentence, he regretted asking immediately.

They will think you can't even do the simplest thing. Oh wait, that's a fact.

Responsible? You can't even take care of your own thinks. How are you supposed to survive in another country?

They must be ashamed to have maknae like you.

You are a whole burden.

Jungkook was so concentrated on trying to block out the voice that he ended up blocking out his band members' voiced too.