how to tame a bad boy ➳ jjk (completed)

ten

YOUR POV:

I felt like I was glowing.

You know how some girls describe a "post sex glow" ?

I think I have a "post-kiss glow."

I was actually ?excited? for school!

—————————————————-

"AND YOUR ASS JUST NOW TELLING US THIS BECAUSE WHY?!" Nia yelled at me.

"Aw Y/N I'm glad to see you so happy. Just... be careful okay?" Hailey said.

"Damn I didn't even get dick at my OWN birthday party" Esma said laughing.

"Oh shut up it was a little kiss, nothing too crazy" I said lightly pushing Esma.

The bell rang. I said bye to my friends and headed to class. I went to Math and sat in my seat, talking to the people around me.

"Guys. Did you hear about Isa and her new man of the month?"

"Omg no who?!?!"

"It's Jeon Jungkook. I saw them holding hands this morning and walking together."

My heart sank.

The teacher cleared her throat and the girls around me stopped talking and turned their attention to the front.

I felt stupid.

I should've known better. Everyone warned me about him, but I was too caught up to listen.

I raised my hand and asked to be excused.

The teacher nodded and I ran to the bathroom.

I locked myself in a stall and put my head in my hands.

I should've known... I felt stupid.

I sat there thinking when all of a sudden the bathroom door banged open.

I climbed onto the toilet and squatted so my feet couldn't be seen.

I heard two people sucking on each other's faces. They shuffled around the bathroom and of course ended up in the stall right next to me.

I was not in the mood to deal with this right now. I angrily stood up and pushed to stall open.

My jaw dropped.

I saw Isa and Jungkook making out in the stall.

They stopped and looked at me, shocked.

Jungkook's face dropped and he looked crushed when he saw me.

All of a sudden, his expression went away and he stared at me blankly.

"What the hell are you doing bitch??" Isa growled at me.

"Sorry babe gonna have to ask you to pay, or you can't watch" Jungkook said smirking at me.

I gritted my teeth and dug my nails into the palm of my hand.

I ran out of the bathroom, slamming the door behind me.

————————LATER———————-

I stared at my ceiling, thinking.

I was sad, angry, disappointed, and most of all, confused.

I didn't understand how he could treat me so kindly, and take care of me and even kiss me, to dropping me like I'm trash.

I needed answers.

Y/N:
Hey are you up?
Esma:
Yea what's up ?
Y/N:
Can you tell me more about Jungkook? You're my best friend and you know him better than I do.

I continued to explain what happened today.

Esma:
Wtf. What a fucking dick.
Y/N:
I know, I don't understand how he could just turn on me like that out of nowhere.
Esma:
That sucks.... I should've warned you more.
Y/N:
Hailey warned me abt him but WONT SAY WHY!!!
Esma:
Ok ok I'll tell you but it's not something I can say over the phone. Wanna meet up?
Y/N:
Sis it's 1 in the morning.
Esma:
Chill you live like 4 min away. Meet at the park between our houses?
Y/N:
Oml. Fine. Be there soon.

————————————————————

I walked up to Esma sitting on a park bench. I sat by her and she sighed.

"This is a lot of shit that I don't usually talk about, but you're an exception. Only Nia, Hailey, and Taehyung know. This stays with us okay?" she said.

I nodded.

"Ok here goes. So our friend group has been together since middle school. Jungkook came to the friend group last. He was always a loner type and didn't talk to anyone at school, except Taehyung. They were and still are best friends. Jungkook had family problems so he went to live with Tae. He's really messed up from his childhood and shit from his parents, but we've helped him get over it for the most part. He used to mess with a lot of girls. He would sleep with them and leave them immediately after."

"I was one of them" she said looking down at her hands.

"But I'm over it, it was sophomore year. We mended things and we're friends again" she looked back up at me.

"Wow. That sucks about his childhood. But why use other girls to make himself feel better? It's a real shitty thing to do" I said.

"For him, it's what he saw growing up with his dad. His dad would have woman after woman over and he neglected Jungkook. When he didn't neglect him he would abuse him."

"Oh my god.... I feel horribly for him" I said looking down.

"It wasn't the abuse or the neglect that broke him. It was losing his mom. She died when he was 12 from cancer. He watched her get sick. He watched his mother wither away in his arms and there was nothing he could do about it. That's when he swore to himself he would never love again."

I was at a complete loss for words.

"I never told you this, but he's different around you. I really thought you could've helped change him, but I guess he'll never change from his old ways" she said sighing.

"I better head out. Hope this helped shed some light on things" she said.

"Bye Esma. Thank you for meeting me" I said.

I sat back down on the bench.

I have to save him from himself.

🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Teaaaaa

Vote comment and share :)
🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹