I sit in the middle of the field, my feet crossed Indian style. My thoughts are swarming around my head like buzzing flys.
My heart hurts, it's almost as if I could feel it's broken shards stabbing me. I make the shield around myself. The beautiful rainbows dancing around the black glassy bubble. To other they see nothing, I'm not even visible nor is the bubble. But to me it looks like and oil spill.
The weird thing is that pain demands to felt. And his words only cause pain. He's left me and he said 'always'.
I scream as all my pain rises to the surface. Like the tides washing in a old discarded toy. That's been cracked an worn over its perilous journey.
I cry out as the flames push their way out of my mouth and hands. I scream as the ice burns my fingers. I whimper as I recall seeing the beautiful light that shined bright within you flare up and snuff me out. Why'd you leave me. You said you'd love me forever. But now your gone buried six feet deep in my mind.
You don't even know what you've done.
Let me help you understand.
You've created a monster.
And this monster wants one thing
Your blood.
💛🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤💛
I'm starting a new little book filled with "book shorts"
Which is basically little ideas I've had. That usually encourage me to write it into a book. But I'm having some difficulty's with the whole making it into a book
So I'll just upload them here.
And if you are interested in making it into something drop a comment and we'll go from there.
☀️~have a sunny day~☀️
Love, Rylee Nicole
