TOGETHER FOREVER

CHAPTER 34

[A/N] Hi guys, i am really really and terribly sorry for not updating any of my books for a long time. i know i am being a shitty person and i am again sorry. i hope you guys will forgive me. Anyway i decided to end this book and there is only one more chapter before the epilogue and please let me know what do you guys think........

Harry's pov:

I don't want to do this but I know I have to do this eventually. I can't avoid him forever but I can't just bring myself to do it. He is the reason for what happened to Ryan and every time I think about it I only get even angrier at him. Okay, let's not think about it. Ryan told me to talk to him and that's what I am going to do. As he said I miss my friend. He may be an asshole but he was my best friend from childhood.

He was still standing by his car and when he heard the footsteps coming he turned towards me and widened his eyes.

"Harry.." He said and took one step backward.

I sighed and looked at him.

"Harry, I'm really.. sorry, I didn't..." he started but I cut him off.

"The person you have to apologize is not me Josh, it's Ryan. I'm still mad at you but I forgive you just because Ryan said so..." I said.

"He did that? He is not mad at me?" he asked with a shocking expression.

I smiled and said. "Ryan is not the person who you think Josh. He is different and he is the most amazing and sweet person that I ever met. Since the day one whenever you insult him and whenever I want to beat the shit out of you he is the one who stopped me. He always says that you were right and because of him only we are fighting and he doesn't want to come in between our friendship. It is the reason I started to like him in the first place.

Even though others try to hurt him he only wants the best for them and easily forgives them and that make me love him even more. You know what he said to convince me to talk to you? He said if I were in your position, I would do the same if I care that much for my friend. And I believe you did that because you care about me right?" I asked.

He nodded his head with watery eyes. "I really care about you Harry, I don't want others to look at you differently just because you like another guy. You have been straight for all your life and I don't want you to regret after you realize that you are not really gay, it's just a phase or something" he said and I sighed.

"Josh, it's not a phase or.." I started but this he cut me off.

"I know Harry and I am sorry for thinking like that. When I saw you cry that day, I saw a different Harry. A vulnerable Harry that I never seen before. That moment I realized how much you love him and I was a moronic idiot to ever think it was just a phase for you. I'm really sorry Harry and tell Ryan I really meant It. I can do it by myself but I am not yet ready to face him." he said and I nodded.

"So, are we okay now?" he asked with a hopeful voice.

"Yeah sure, I don't think we could be normal again like before but I don't want to lose my friend and you have a lot to make up for." I said and he nodded.

"I will see you tomorrow Josh, Bye" I said and left.

I returned back to my car and when I reach there others are already left.

Ryan smiled at me and I returned the smile. We got into the car and drive towards our house.

Ryan's pov:

"Finally" Lena shouted and fist pumped into the air making as chuckle.

Today is the day of our last exam and we finished our college life. It still feels like we just started the college but it already ended. I don't know what I am going to do anymore because I am still living with Harry. The past month has been good and Harry's parents treated me and Sheena like their own child which I grateful for. But, I can't be a burden for them anymore. Now I have a degree, I can look for a job to support us. And I also don't know what going to happen between us after this. We never talked about this before and I don't know what he was thinking.