"This wasn't planned, this wasn't meant to happen" you whisper to yourself pacing back and fourth in your house looking at the pregnancy stick that had read positive on the side. How would this work? would would Jonah even react?
You haven't been yourself the past two weeks with being sick, with feeling faint if you stand up for too long or having bad dizzy spells where you would have to call in sick at work. You even got sent home a few times for being so ill. At first you refused that it would be pregnancy, but after awhile you couldn't help, but wonder. Now here you are sat in your apartment with a positive pregnancy test beside you.
You and Jonah have been together almost one year the pair of you have been getting along great though where you both are so busy and run such crazy schedules you wasn't even sure how Jonah was going to react to all of this.
After an hour of crying and worrying you grabbed the pregnancy test shoving it into your purse before grabbing your car keys and leaving your apartment and driving down to the Why Don't We house you knew that Jonah was there with the boys which was going to make things so much harder to tell him.
You parked up outside the house getting out and walking up to the door knocking on it waiting patiently, your eyes were a little red from crying and your cheeks were slightly puffy, but that was the last thing you cared about. You waited until you saw Daniel answer the door greeting you with a small smile.
"Hey y/n... is everything okay?" he asks noticing how red your face is.
"Hey Daniel do you mind if I come in? I need to talk to Jonah" You looked at the male ignoring his question completely.
"Yeah sure he's in the kitchen with Corbyn doing god knows what" Daniel chuckled stepping aside letting you in before he ruffled his hair following you into the kitchen. "Y/n here Jonah" Daniel spoke before walking out.
"Hey baby" Jonah says before turning around to greet you with a smile, but that soon faded as soon as he saw your face. "Whats wrong babe?" he asks looking at you with a worried expression.
"This is my cue to leave, I'll get you guys talk. I hope everything is okay" Corbyn sent you a smile before leaving you two alone.
You shut the kitchen door sitting Jonah down as you sat down beside him. "There's something I have to tell you" you say nervously "you know I haven't been myself for the past few weeks and I've just been pushing aside well I have been thinking about me being pregnant and I kept pushing that thought away until I was feeling more and more sick so I took a test" you grabbed your purse taking out the pregnancy test and handing it to Jonah.
You gave a few minutes to process the information as he gently handed you the pregnancy test. "I'm not denying that you're not pregnant y/n, how can I help you with this pregnancy and with this baby? I'm going on tour for almost a year then we're going back to Europe straight after! don't forget to mention we're still making songs along the side" Jonah looked at you being serious, but calm he didn't see the point getting angry at you for this.
"Don't you think I don't know this Jonah it wasn't planned at all" you look at him running your fingers through your hair.
Jonah looked at you "then we have to get rid of the baby y/n, we can't rise a child if they can't have a dad around".
"You're being serious right now Jonah? you're asking me to kill a baby actually no your telling me to kill a baby right now. You're baby!" you snapped standing up, "I will not abort this baby god are you crazy!"
"Whats crazy y/n is that you actually think this is fair on that baby when its born? no fatherly figure around throughout the pregnancy or hold it when its first born... thats not fair on that child" Jonah looked at you. "If you keep this baby then I can't do it, I can't be the fatherly figure you want me to be, I can't be there for when the baby grows up trust me when our child is older they will ask where the dad is that makes me look like some bad guy".
You shook your head taking the pregnancy test looking at him "I've already made my decision Jonah and it looks like you have. We both want two different things and I think we need to end whatever we have right now! You're already the bad guy for telling me to abort the baby anyways, I understand your busy Jonah and I will accept that and move on. I'll see you around Jonah" you grabbed everything you needed and left the house and drove back to your mom's place the tears rolling down your cheeks.
