After leaving Jonah's place the day you told him you were pregnant you never went back to the Why Don't We house the pair of you never spoken again. You saved up got a place where you had enough room for you and the baby you were ready to take on this massive responsibility.
You found out you were having a baby girl, you decorated the nursery white, pink and grey the walls were white, the crib was painted pink along with the other furniture. You had small things like pillows, photo frames, mobile and teddies in gray it all looked perfectly tied together. Of course your parents both helped you decorate.
They both have been incredible towards you making sure you were happy and did everything they could to help you. They surprised you with a baby shower and even tried inviting Jonah, but he turned down the offer and he never showed his face. Though you knew Jonah was a man of his word and just wasn't ready to be father and you were now okay with that.
Though the whole of last night you had been tossing turning and having intense cramps and pains. You were 9 months along, but your due date was three weeks and four days ago so you were late though you didn't mind. You had been staying with your mother as she was going to be the one in the labor room with you as well as your brother because your dad was working and making sure your other sibling were okay.
Your brother had been amazing help, he set up the crib, he went to the scans your mother couldn't attend and he had been there for you protecting you and the baby. You grateful for all the help he gave.
You were in the hospital with your mother and brother waiting to push the baby you were so excited to meet her, you ready to hold the little bundle of joy. You wasn't nervous you were more excited and have been throughout this pregnancy.
"Ready to push now y/n" your mother says after the nurse gave you the okay. You nodded your head holding your mother's hand squeezing it roughly pushing hard.
After pushing and pushing small baby cries filled the room, the let your mum cut the umbilical cord and you held your daughter admiring her seeing how much she looked like Jonah she was beautiful.
You let the midwife run checks on the baby at the baby unit as the doctor stitched you up and let you relaxed. After awhile they let you go down to the baby unit. You went alone walking down and looking around for your daughters name.
Once you found her name you looked at her through the glass.
"Hey he might be through this way" you heard a familiar voice you turned your head up seeing Jonah peeking his head around before shaking his head. "Wrong room.. oh hi" he turned seeing you.
"H-Hi" you whisper before turning your head back to the glass looking down at the beautiful baby girl.
"What are you doing in here?" Jonah asks raising an eyebrow noticing you in the hospital gown "are you okay?".
"Like you care Jonah" you say softly "if you must know I gave birth to your daughter an hour ago" you rolled your eyes and turned your attention back to the gorgeous baby who just opened her eyes. Her deep dark blue eyes popping open.
"She's mine? you kept her?" Jonah whispers looking at the glass his heart racing at the sight of her. "Wow she does look like me" he spoke not taking his eyes off the baby.
"Yeah" you say before turning to him "why are you down in the baby unit looking for a guy?" you ask running your fingers through your messy hair. You had no idea why Jonah was here since he was met to be on tour. "Aren't you meant to be in France?"
Jonah shrugged his eyes averting from his daughter to you "Daniel got into an accident just four hours before we had to be on the plane. He was driving to grab lunch and some drunk driver hit him and so shows are postponed until he's better. We were here visiting and we were trying to find his ward because he was moved and I came down here" he says before looking at the baby.
"Aubrey Jasmine Marais" he read the name "thats beautiful" he breathed looking at the name. "Wow y/n I'm...I'm so sorry" he looked over at you "I just wow, seeing her laying there with her eyes open staring at us its just wow" his eyes watering.
You smiled "I'm not mad at you anymore Jonah, you weren't ready to be a dad I understand that now. I also hope Daniel's okay" you wiped his eyes "do you want to hold her?" you ask.
"I'm allowed to?" Jonah asks looking at you with watery eyes. "You're seriously letting me hold her after the way I've been?"
You giggled nodding your head taking his hand and walking into the room walking over to your beautiful baby girl taking her into her arms and handing her over to Jonah watching her grip his finger straight away.
"Hi princess" Jonah whispers "I'm your daddy" he looked down at her "I'm so sorry I haven't been around".
You couldn't help but feel the tears stream down your face as you watched him, you could see the regrets in his eyes you could see he was in pain. "Its okay Jonah" you wiped his eyes planting a small kiss to his cheek.
"Please y/n let me be in her life I know what I said before, but we can make it work. I made mistake seeing her, holding her, looking into her eyes I want to be in her life... She's just so special" Jonah whispers "will you forgive me?".
You let out a small sigh sitting down beside him resting your head on his shoulder looking at your gorgeous baby girl admiring her watching her sleep peacefully in her father's arms.
"A child always needs their dad Jonah, you were never not allowed to see her. I would always give you that chance to see her whether I'm mad at you or not. She deserves her daddy around her" you looked up at him. "Of course I forgive you".
Jonah looked at you with so much regret and sadness "I'm so sorry y/n about everything how I ignored your texts, ignored the photos and didn't take notice. I'm so sorry for snapping at you the day you came to the house".
"You can make it up to her Jo its okay"
"what about you y/n?" Jonah looked at you "its been hell not talking to you or being around you" he whispers.
You shrug your shoulders lightly looking into his eyes biting your bottom lip "things take time Jonah, we would have to be friends first".
"I'm willing to take that chance" Jonah looked at you with a smile.
You both jump a little hearing the door open noticing three boys by the door with confused looks on their faces making you giggle.
"Jonah why are you in a baby unit?" Zach asks "don't say your into adopting?"
"Oh my y/n.... oh my god you had the baby" Corbyn grinned hugging you.
"Baby? ohhh right! can we see her?" Jack grinned watching the baby in Jonah's arms. "Aww Jonah she looks like you".
Jonah smiles "I know she does, this is Aubrey Jasmine Marais" he grinned proudly.
