Anxiety - Devan - requested

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I've been dating Devan for one year already, he's been the best boyfriend I could ever ask for but my anxiety makes me wonder and distance myself from him which I knew I was already doing.

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"Devan, oh my God! Stop flipping out." I said yelling at Devan, "It's not that serious!"

"It is (y/n)! I can't keep dating you if you're not going to open up baby. I don't want to lead myself on." said Devan grabbing my hand.

I flinched and started tearing up, I wanted to tell him everything I've been through but I kept thinking about my past.

"B-baby, please? I love you and I would never hurt you. You have to understand that."

"O-okay well, I've been hurt many times in relationships. It just messed my brain up to think everyone will hurt me. That's why I slowly distant myself. I never wanted to hurt you. I-I'm sorry."

Devan brushed away a tear and hugged me tightly, "Don't apologize. I can't promise you forever but I can promise you that I won't hurt you."

I smiled against his chest, "You are one of a kind Dev."

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