Voices of Silence

Seventh Voice

I am the daughter of a pastor of the church in the veil, my education has always been very strict I was not allowed to date, but at the age of 15 I met a boy at school and fell in love with him, we started dating secretly, a member of the church he saw me dating, but he didn't tell my dad, he came to talk to me at church, said what he saw, showed me pictures where I was kissing my boyfriend and said he still didn't know what he was going to do.

A few days later he texted me and said that if I sent him sexy pictures, he wouldn't say anything to my father, I was stupid and ended up doing what he asked, I was nervous and scared, but after that my life it became hell, I was naive to believe what he said and now besides my pictures with my boyfriend he also had pictures in which I was just wearing panties and a bra, he asked for more and said that if I didn't do what he said besides to show the photos to my father he would also send them to my boyfriend, it was two months like this, until one day he came to my house, he knew that at that time my father would be at church, because he is a member of the church and is always walking with my dad the doorman let him into the condo.

I received a message from him saying that he wanted more pictures, I didn't know he was already inside my house, I locked the bedroom door and took off my clothes to take the pictures he asked for.

I sent the first picture and he sent a message saying that he wanted pictures of me on the sofa in the living room, said he knew my dad was at church and that I could go to the living room to take the pictures, I wrapped myself in a towel and went to the living room When he got there he grabbed me and raped me, while he did he said that I was his and that he would have me whenever he wanted.

Unfortunately I got pregnant, completely desperate, I discovered pregnancy in the fourth month of pregnancy, my boyfriend didn't even let me explain anything, with him I never passed kisses, and I appeared pregnant.

When my father's friend found out, he went to my father and spoke to him, said he was dating hidden with me, my father forced me to marry him, a wedding in a hurry, the pastor's daughter could not be a single mother, my my father did not want to hear me and forced me to marry at 16, with the 43 year old man who had raped me.

I spent 3 months being raped and beaten without leaving home, I ended up in the hospital after being beaten, I had an abortion, after that I ran away from home the first opportunity I had, I hitchhiked with a truck driver and went to Bahia, it was the furthest that I could go to at the moment, since then I have been working as a call girl

I was born on December 29, 1999, I lived until the age of 16 in Belém do Para city where I was born.

My father protected me so much from the evil of the world that I grew up in age without knowing what it was like to live, and even though I was a child in a woman's body, he did not hesitate to hand me over to the Devil to protect his own image and the place he had in front of society.