It started slowly,
Holding a tear back,
Not exposing the pain inside me,
But what I didn't know,
Was that a mountain was building,
A mountain of pain,
Hurt,
Tears,
And weakness,
A mountain full of scars,
Was built inside of me,
It was killing my heart,
Replacing it,
Scar after the other,
And I was still fighting,
In a dark path,
That my tears turned into an ocean,
That ocean was named depression,
I started drowning slowly,
My sadness turned into depression,
My worry turned into anxiety,
My dark thoughts drowned first,
And it was my time to go in,
They pull me down there,
Into the darkness of my own ocean,
I fight,
I swim,
I resist,
I try,
But I'm human,
I got tired,
I can't cope with it anymore,
So I give up.
