I always wonder,
When did it all change?
When was my smile,
Replaced with a blank expression?
When did I stop dressing up?
And when did I start stressing?
When was my happiness,
Replaced with sadness?
And when did my sadness,
Turn into depression?
How did I get here?
Why do I hold my tears?
When did I become afraid of people?
Feeling like I'm the first thought of other people,
Their number one bad thought,
At least that's what I've been told,
When did it all start?
When did it all change?
When will it all end?
