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A/n : okay so like I finally got the whole plot for the next book together and I hope you guys don't mind that it won't be a an x reader so it won't be ( y/n ) it'll be an actual name and I think that's kind of easier ? Anyways be prepared since again this story will be ending soon..I hope you all continue supporting me and my story's though I promise I will not disappoint you !! OKAY NOW YOU ALL CAN READ !

LUL SAD SHIT JAJDKA

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I was laying in bed with a fan on me and the blankets on even though I was sweating I was cold .

" HERE ! " jungkook busted through my door and threw a cool wet small towel on my forehead " stay cool " .

" you dork " I giggled and fixed the towel perfectly on my forehead.

" do you feel really sick ? " jungkook asked me and laid down on my bed .

" yeah " I stared at him as he was looking up at the ceiling.

" you know Christmas is coming up...so what do you want ? " jungkook asked me and I started to think .

Is there really anything I want ?

I like things but I'm confusing

" uh how about clothes and maybe some face mask just simple stuff you know-" jungkook frowned and looked at me with a pout .

" are you kidding me y/n ? That's boring what do you really want ? You know your boys gotchu " jungkook looked back up at the ceiling .

My boys makes me proud

" I want...anything...anything you think I like " I shrugged my shoulders even though he wasn't paying attention.

" this is gonna be hard " jungkook groaned and pulled the pillow by me and put in under his head .

" what are you doing ? " I asked jungkook and he scoffed .

" I'm your bestfriend aren't I ? Now shut up and get some rest " jungkook got up to turn off the lights and I felt him lay back down by me .

" I hope you feel better " he whispered.

" thank you..." I whispered back .

It was silent but I needed to say something .

" Kook "   " y/n "  we spoke at the same time .

" you first " I mumbled to him .

" you don't seem like yourself y/n I don't think it's because you're sick I-i think you're confused about something I just feel it " jungkook's voice was very soothing to me .

" you go now wait actually I forgot one thing " he added .

I hummed in response.

" I'm moving soon " jungkook blurted making me gasp lightly.

Is that dream coming true ?

" I know I told you about how we were all separating and I cried that day but y/n I-I'm ready to do it on my own I'm ready ! " jungkook noticed I wasn't responding so he turned on his flash on his phone and put it on me .

I think everyone is ready to move on with their life's ?

Am I the only one that doesn't know what I want to do ?

Am I the only lost one ?

I was crying but smiling .

" are you okay ? " jungkook asked .

I nodded as more tears ran down my face .

" I wasn't ready but now I know.."

" it's time "