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THE TIME HAS COME DUN DUN DUUNNNNN ANDJKAS okay let's go on with it.

" The time has come young y/n go tell yoongi how you feel " jungkook spoke in a narrator type of voice.

I glared at him but my eyes softened at the big smile and thumbs up he gave me.

Jungkook really helped me out a lot and I'm really thankful to have him as a best friend.

" Well...are you gonna keep staring at me or go tell that poor old man what's up " jungkook snorted and I chuckled flipping him off.

It then got quiet again.

" Okay, what's wrong now?" jungkook asked.

" I'm scared and what if it's not the right thing to say and what if the same that happened between me and you happens with me and him and what if-" jungkook shushed me with his finger and smirked.

" what if we say what if " jungkook started speaking nonsense.

Lmao, what?

" your finger smells like beef " I mumbled and he pulled his finger away feeling embarrassed.

Jungkook smelt his fingers and made a creepy type of smile.

" but it's better then it smelling like ass right?".

At least he helped me feel a little better again.

" anyways we already went through this so you should be fine just go out and uh speak your mind or wait heart? Eh whatever go say what you told me " jungkook put his hands on my shoulder and shook me a little.

I nodded and headed out of his room looking back at jungkook who was still sniffing his fingers, Jungkook noticed me then sent me a little wave shutting the door slowly.

I fiddled with my fingers as I hesitated to knock on yoongi's door.

Just as I was about to knock the door swung open and both us stared at each other wide-eyed.

" l-lets go?" he scratched the back of his head while looking down nervously.

I nodded and grabbed his arm, we headed to the front door and made our way outside.

We walked to the nearby park and sat down across each other on the little table bench thing.

" yoongi " I started.

" it's fine I know that you don't feel the same way about me, Just...just say it nicely, please..."

I looked up and seen yoongi with his head down and his hands were lightly shaking.

what do I do?

" wait no you got the wrong ide-" he cut me off with words that sliced through me like someone cutting cheese.

" it may sound weak of me but honestly, you're hurting me " yoongi's voice sounded raspy.

Hurting you?

" I look at you and know I can't have you because..." yoongi stops and lifts his head making eye contact with me.

" because you care too much about what the guys think and how it'll ruin our friendship right?" yoongi spoke bluntly.

he's not wrong

" sometimes y/n you should just take a risk and you know what so what if it ruins the friendship you and I have I know what I'm getting myself into" yoongi furrowed his eyebrows and clenched his fist lightly.

" yoongi..." I started catching his attention.

" I don't want to lose you though, " I said as I tried holding back tears.

" bullshit y/n that's fucken bullshit right must be a joke to you playing with my feelings all the time, and you're just fucken stupid " yoongi snapped making me angry.

" stupid? Me stupid? You're the fucken stupid one here alright open your eyes yoongi if you don't fucken realize how hard I'm trying to keep calm and keep our family together and avoid conflict with anyone " I spoke through gritted teeth as tears fell.

" family? " yoongi scoffed but his eyes softened when he noticed I was crying.

" y-yeah dumbass you and the guys are my family my everything and id do anything to keep us all together and happy " I wiped my tears as I spoke.

Soon both of us were crying and it stayed like that for another three minutes.

" wh-why are you c-crying? " I ask him and pat his back lightly.

Sniffling he lifted his head and wiped his eyes.

" I'm not crying that's you " yoongi responded sadly, a hiccup leaving his mouth at the end.

A light smile appeared on my face when I saw he was obviously crying but trying to deny he was.

" you're a bad liar " I chuckled lightly and sat by him on the bench.

" you're a bad risk taker " he whispered and I pulled him into a hug.

" yoongi will you be my Valentine?" I ask and felt him tense up.

" does that mean we're dating?" he asked.

" no, I'm just asking you to my Valentine," I say and heard him let out a sigh of relief.

" I like you and all but I'm actually thankful were not dating just yet because I felt like I was gonna have a nervous breakdown or something like that and after our talk, I was positively sure you didn't feel that way about m-" I shushed him with my finger.

Hopefully, it doesn't smell like beef

" your finger smells like roses " yoongi murmured and I mentally high five myself.

After this whole night, I still don't know where I stand with yoongi.

I asked him to be my Valentine because honestly, he deserves to get cherished and all the love and affection at the moment.

Yoongi has seriously been apart of this crazy ass drama and I never focused on how he felt and now that I realized he was also hurting it made me feel horrible.

But before we started arguing and crying I wanted to tell him how I feel about him but after our talk, I'm sure he understands now.

" I guess all we could now is just keep moving right? " he asks calmly while playing with my hair.

" right " I answer.

" so for Valentine's Day can I buy you flow-" I cut him off.

" id prefer food".

For the people that wanted y/n to end up with taehyung, I have something planned for you guys too don't worry but the ones that wanted her to end up with yoongi...

Well he's her Valentines date

I hope you understand that if they were to date it might cause another situation like what happened between her and jungkook.

Y/n does have feeling for yoongi but does she really have another choice?

She doesn't want to lose yoongi or the other guys because of feelings.

Also just know I cried while writing this because well your author is a sensitive thot.