Love before Lust

Regrets ?

This was happening wasn't it ? This was definitely happening ..

"Who's that ?" I heard a female voice ask in an agitated tone . "You said she was ugly" I heard her whisper to him sharply . I turned my gaze towards her . She was a beautiful darkskin color , she was about 5'5 , dark brown hair cascaded over her left shoulder while the rest trailed down her back . She had dark brown eyes and pretty eyelashes .

She wore regular jean shorts , a Marilyn Monroe tanktop , and black sandals . She had these really huge hoop earrings as well . She raised her eyebrows , "What ?" She asked sharply . My gaze traveled towards her pretty face once again . I narrowed my eyes , she did the same .

"Like what you see huh ?" She asked . She smirked and I scoffed . "As if" I said under my breath . She put her hand on her hip , "What ?" She asked in her agitated tone . I copyed her by putting my hand on my hip and said ; "Devin I thought you said she was pretty " I looked towards him , he frowned immediately . I could see her breathing hard from the corner of my eye .

I turned to her , winked , and headed towards Danie's room . Once inside , I quickly shut the door behind me , Danie was drying her hair with a towel . "What's up ?" She asked . "You look kinda pale ." She said in a worried tone . I rolled my eyes , "Devin's babe is here ." I told her back , I was irritated . "Which one ?" She asked . My head snapped towards her .

Which one ? Well how many did he ha-

"Im jokiing Joor , My lord ." She said back giggling . "You should have seen your face !" She yelled as she cried laughing . Oh ha ha . I huffed and jumped on to her bed face foward . I landed loudly and stayed that way for a good five minutes .

"Jas is really cool , once you get to know he-"

"Don't plan on it ." I told her cutting her off . I turned to lay on my back , and then turned to look at my bestfriend . She was staring at me with both eyebrows raised . "Jordan , you don't even know her and you're already passing judgements " She said quietly . I rolled my eyes and turned my head towards the ceiling .

I didn't want to get to know Jas . Not at all , she had one of those 'i'm better than you' attitudes .

"Why didn't he just invite her ? Why'd he tell you he didn't have anyone to bring in the first place ?" I asked as I turned my head towards Danie again . "Too clingy remember ?" She told me . I sighed , oh yeah . "So .." I started . "Does that mean i'm not clingy ?" I asked , I was too ready for this answer .

"I guess soooo ." She said happily , she started to wiggle her eyebrows . I smiled , remembering me and her brother's heated makeout session no less than 20 minutes ago . I could feel the butterflies fluttering uncontrollably , he's an expert in kissing .

But wait . Does that mean Devin was just cheating on his girlfriend ? Did that kiss even mean anything to him ? Does he have butterflies ?

"What're we gonna eat ?" I heard Danie ask herself . I blinked , "You don't have groceries ?" I asked in a panicked tone . I needed food ! "No , no we have food . I'm just not sure what mom would want us too cook yunno ." She said back . I breathed a sigh of relief . "Let's go check it out ." I told her as I got up from my comfortable position on her bed . We headed downstairs .

Halfway down there stairs .. I stopped . My heart was definitely shattering into tiny little peices .

Jas was on top of Devin on the sofa straddling him . She was kissing him in a sexual kind of way , and was grinding her hips the way I once had . His arms were wrapped around her waist . Oh My God !

"Get a room ." I heard Danie chuckle as she passed the sofa they were currently on , and headed towards the kitchen . Why was she laughing ! Didn't she know what this meant to me ? Couldn't she hear my heart shattering in my chest ?!