Love before Lust

Paybacks a Bitch..

As much as I hate to say it ; Devin regretted kissing me . Instead of just telling me that , he'd beat his way around the situation . Just fuckin admit I thought to myself as I washed my face . It was Saturday morning , meaning ; Miami until next Saturday .

"Jor we're gonna start loading the truck ok ?" I heard my bestfriend yell from the other side of the door . I sighed , looked at myself one last time in the mirror , and headed out of the door .

"You excited ?" My bestfriend asked wiggling her eyebrows . I cracked a grin , "Of course , it's freakin' Miami ." I started . "This may as well count as my last week on earth ." I finished laughing . Danie's expression became serious , "None of that ." She warned as she pointed to me .

She grabbed my elbow and stalked off towards the kitchen . "Eat ." She ordered . I did as I was told while her and the cunt lord loaded our suitcases .

As I was throwing away my banana peel , I heard someone clear throat behind me . I turned around quickly , Devin was watching me with his arms crossed . My mood immediately changed . "What ?" I asked annoyed . He sighed .

"We're all set ." he said before walking away . I rolled my eyes and headed upstairs . I grabbed my cell , my charger , headphones , and a couple of Danie's Cd's .

On my way to the truck , I noticed Danie climbing into the backseat . I narrowed my eyes . "What're you doing ?" I asked as I stopped in the front of her . "Um , getting into the truc-"

"Why the back ?" I asked quickly cutting her off . She rolled her eyes , "Leg room ." She said , as if it were obvious . I huffed , "So where am I sitting Danie ?" I asked loudly . She rolled her eyes , "Oh I don't know Jor .. The trunk ?" She asked sarcastically .

I rolled my eyes , climbed into the passenger seat , and slammed the door shut . "Watch it ." I heard Devin mumble under his breath . I cleared my throat , he glanced my way . He was doing a once over .

There wasn't much to look at . I was wearing burgundy sweats , a tight black muscle shirt that stopped above my bellybutton , and nike slides . No earrings , makeup , perfume .. Nothing . My hair was in a messy bun on the top of my head . I turned to look at him , he turned away and started the car . Dummass I thought as we pulled out of the driveway .

It'd take us pretty much 7 hours at the most to get there . Long drive .

"Guys ?" I heard Danie ask as she yawned loudly . I turned to watch her , "yeah ?" I asked . She rubbed her eyes and yawned again . "I'm really tired ." She told me in the middle of her yawn . My heart started to beat quickly , we've only been on the road for a good 10 minutes and she was already leaving me up with Devin !

"Don't ." I warned . She narrowed her eyes and crossed her arms . "Why ?" She asked . I turned back around in my seat ignoring her , I wasn't mad at her . I couldn't be , she had not one clue of the way that I felt about Devin . No , I wasn't mad at her , just mad at how oblivious she could be sometimes .

A few minutes had passed , I heard Danie start to snore peacefully in the back . I sighed , get a clue .

I turned to Devin to find both of his hands on the steering wheel . He was squeezing them tightly , him and his sister had a habit of doing that . I watched his face , he was frowning . "What ?" He hissed , making me jump . He hadn't even turned to look at me , his eyes were still on the road . I turned my head away quickly , looking to the window .

The hell was his problem .

"I don't get you ." I whispered outloud . I heard him sigh , he'd heard me . "Jordan ." He warned , I didn't turn to look at him . After a while it became uncomfortable , the silence was killing me .