One Big Risk ~ A Harry Styles Fanfiction

CHAPTER 6

“Harry’s POV”

Was I about to tell her I love her? No. I mean I honestly can’t fucking love her right?

I don’t even date. I’m fucking Harry Styles. No connections remember?

So why does it feel like I have a connection with Kaylee?

I don’t know what the fuck is happening. I’m so confused.

I know I like her. But, I’m in denial because I can’t like her. I’m not supposed to like her. I don’t want to like her. But, it’s so out of my control.  Every time I talk to her I just fall for her harder and harder.

No matter how hard I try not to.

 I mean even if she does like me back, I just totally screwed it up with Christina. I don’t know what happened. Christina just came over unexpectantly and threw herself at me. I really fucked up. I hate Christina. I have no idea why I even let her in.

 I’m so confused right now, and only one thing pops into my head at the moment.

 “Hazza?”My best friend answers on the 2nd ring.

 “Lou can you come over?”

 “Be over in ten.” Louis answers hanging up.

This is why I love him. We’ve been best mates since we were in diapers, and he’s always been there.

 I walk sit on my kitchen counter waiting for Louis to arrive.

 8 minutes later, my best friend walks through the door. I don’t need to open it since he has the keys.

He throws his jacket to the ground and jumps onto the couch. “Sure Lou. Just make yourself right at home.”

 He chuckles. “It’s what I do best Hazza bear.”

I sigh.

“So, what’s up Harold?”

I clench my jaw. “I already told you to not call me that Lou”, I say grabbing a pouch of mini carrots and throwing them at him.

 They smack him in the forehead, and then he grabs them and rips them open with his teeth, popping one into his mouth. Oh, Louis!

 “So Harry, what’s wrong?”

 I jump off the counter and go sit next to Lou on the couch.

 “There’s this girl, and I think I might have feelings for her”

 Lou raises his eyebrows. “Think?”

 I shake my head.”Well actually I KNOW, I just don’t want to because you know who I am. The no connection guy.”

 “What’s her name?”

“Kaylee.”

“Describe her.” Lou answers.

I smile to myself just thinking about her. What the hell is wrong with me?

“Well she has long wavy hair. It’s not blonde, but not brown, just right in the middle. Her eyes are mixed colors, brown on the inside, green on the outside, a slight hint of yellow. They change depending on her mood. Oh, and she has freckles, they would look ugly on anyone else, but on her they just add up…and her smile, it just lights up a whole room. Her laugh is so weird but so cute, and she’s just so interesting. I feel like I just want to learn more and more.”

 “Dude. Little Hazza Bear’s in love”, he says pinching my cheeks.

 “I’m not in love. I’m in like”, I pout.