•{Goddess of No regrets}•

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I awoke with a gasp. I looked around and seen Nik. I was on a couch with a few blood bags on the table in front of me. I grabbed the bags and began to down them.

"Hold on there. Slow down." Nik says as he grabs the bag from my grasp.

"Sorry. Just it was a pain while being daggered."

"So I've heard." I tried to smile but it failed all I could think about was Kol and Aleah. She was my baby and he was my world they both were.

The feeling of loss hit me hard and a dark pit showed up any sign of love or warmth vanished. I took off out the mansion leaving Nik behind.

I saw a guy who was on the phone with a girl and a rush of excitement and anger and sadness came over me.

I sped over to him holding him in an alleyway. "Don't scream." I crushed his phone then bit into his neck drinking up all his blood. He dropped to the ground and I was taken aback. I just killed someone. Why? All because my family is gone.

My bones started breaking and I screamed out in pain. "Ah!" I fell to the ground and it hurt like a bitch.

"Bloody hell!" I looked around me to see Nik.

"What's happening?!" He didn't answer. He sped to me picked me up and took me deep into the woods. "Ah! It hurts! Nik!"

"You are a hybrid." My face had hybrid eyes and my bones began to make its wolf form. That's when we found out...there's a second Original hybrid.

•••

When I woke up I was in the forest naked and covered in dirt. I didn't want to be alive without Kol and Aleah, but I had Jonathan and that wasn't fair to him. Everything hurts. My heart, my head, and my body. "Bloody hell," I muttered looking at myself.

A warm sheet was thrown over me and I opened my eyes to see Nik I lifted my head slightly. "Come on. You need to clean up and get dressed." I shook my head and slumped back.

"No."

"Yes...don't make me carry you all the way." I turned over facing away.

"Leave me alone. I have no desire to see anyone even related to Kol right now."

"Hard way then. Ok." I felt him lift me up and I stared at the ground.

"P-please just leave me here. Leave me to wallow in my misery. I don't want to be here." I started crying. "I just want K-Kol back. I want him back and I know I won't ever see him again. Do you know what that's like? No. It's terrible. I have been with him ever since I can remember. He was my everything, he was my baby's father, he was my husband, he was my light. He meant so much to me, Nik. And-and now he is- he's gone." I sobbed. "He's gone," I said in a whisper.

"It will get easier. I promise you Astraea. This is not the end." But I couldn't help but feel like he was wrong.

•••

"Can you do something for me?" I asked before he and I went out to transform.

"Depends."

"I know you might not like it but I think it's the best for me for now. My last kid will be doing fine thinking we just decided to cancel the trip and I need you to do this..." Was I really going to ask him this?

"To do what, love?"

"C-compel me to forget."

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