extracts from books I'll never write

a dangerous game

A dangerous game

Trying not to fall on the dirty ground I clinged to the yellow rod in front of me. The driver's manner of driving was so frightening and crazy that everyone in the bus just tried to keep one's own balance.

I did my best to only look at the positive side of being in this crowded bus. I didn't need a lot of time to consider my strongest argument. One sight out of the streamy window was enough.

Between the week lanterns and the constantly changing traffic lights, the rain was pouring out of the nearly black clouds.

A cold shiver snuck off to my neck as I thought about walking through that storm, only having a ridiculous umbrella trying to protect you from the nature's anger.

The bus stopped and I unnoticeably rolled my eyes, as the electric door opened widely once again and cold air displaced the pleasant warmth.

I wanted to turn my back towards the door so that the cold wouldn't reach me, but in the the second I heard his rough voice among all the other conversation, my body turned to ice, as if the cold storm he brought in with, would've tied my body up in its lovely loops.

"Hey Shawty" he greeted me as I turned around to look in his breathtaking brown eyes. The perfect cross between hot chocolate and a warm, cozy winter evening.

"What's up Idiot" I replied trying to hide the blush coming up to my cheeks. The fire in his eyes seemed to burn every inch of my body as his amused glance laid down on my face and I enjoyed the dangerous feeling of the flames he lightened up in my chest.

An impertinent smile appeared on his lips and my heart began to race. It hit hard against my rips trying to escape from its prison and finally being allowed to love him in every possible way existing in this crazy universe.

He didn't know what he did to me as our bodies touched in the minute the diver rushed around another sharp curve.

He didn't know anything. Anything at all.

His sweet mind was so innocent that it hurt my screaming soul.

We once were just friends. Close friends. But just friends.

We didn't have a thing but shortly after us spending more time together we started flirting with each other.

And it's all fun and stuff.

But only until one falls in love.

[07/12/18]