Today I sat down and had a good laugh
about me thinking that I'm finally over you
I look up to the sky and the million stars above
But none of them shines as bright as I do next to you
Sitting with my friends in your car and the sun shines in May
Driving us to a party I would dump for a minute alone with you
Want your body closer but you seem so far away
Sighing because I know that these feelings ain't new
I've been here before and I fell for you a thousand times
Dreamed of you every single night and minute I was alone
I tell myself maybe you secretly like me but I know those words are lies
Don't want to admit that I would be better off on my own
Each time I think about you, touch a pen and sit down
Those feelings for you float to my fingers and bleed on the paper
I wanna destroy the piece and immediately leave this town
But instead I keep dreaming and the feelings get greater
Tell my mind to stop and rip the thoughts of you apart
But how could I ever tell such cruelty to my innocent heart
DU LIEST GERADE
extracts from books I'll never write
Short Storythoughts in my mind becoming words on a paper @Future_Pixie thank you so much for helping me with every extract deciding what I could do better and how its message comes across <3
