Chaos

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Spring, Summer, Automn and Winter mixed up in my chest/
You're standing on the room's other side and I feel like I need rest/

Some people say you're cool, other's say you're bad/
And I'm just here not able to get those lips out of my head/

Worst part 's that only one kiss it took/
And you're destroying my walls with only a look/

Brown is a color just like blue/
But your eyes are so deep that I thought all you said was true/

I talk like I'm in love but is that right/
Can't be true because I hate you at night/

I feel so sick after you did me so wrong/
And when you're now nice it's hard to move on/

You said you want to talk about it/
But who says you you're not trying to fool me again like you did/

Feelings are crashing back and forth/
Like a wave that wants to go south but the current says north/

You're probably with friends not wasting one thought/
whereas I'm here remembering feelings I wish I forgot/

Holding a flower ripping the blossoms apart/
Throwing it uselessly away like you did to my heart

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I'm aware of this book's name but we're gonna make an exception for this chapter because this one is actually an extract out of a book I'm currently writing.

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