Meet my hero

Chapter 15 real talk

Jimmy wakes up to the noise of Ail breathing. He holds her right has she sleep hoping she won't have any more nightmares. It's been a tough week for Jimmy and Ail jimmy is just glad to be home with Ail and the girls. Jimmy is hoping this baby is a boy but is happy with whatever baby Fallon maybe as long as momma and baby are healthy.
Jimmy POV
Ail is so cute when she sleeps. I know how badly she has missed me because she hasn't moved all night, she held my arm tight and sometimes even tighter. I hope she hasn't had any nightmares, they seem to have just popped up I don't know if it's because of the pregnancy or because this last month has been very stressful. A lot has happened things I never saw coming I am just so thankful I have my girls back but at the same time I can't help but think why did Nancy do this after 3 years. I don't know why she got tired of me maybe I didn't treat her the way she needed I did my best I could she not a bad person we just fell out of love and the fact she pregnant has blown my mind, all that trouble of trying to now find out she can get pregnant I thought there was something wrong with me till Ail got pregnant I guess it just wasn't meant to be but I wouldn't change it because I have 2 wonderful girls who I love with all my heart. When Ail wakes up I want to talk to her about getting married I want to make Ail my wife, this relationship between us is so different I have never felt like this before over anyone I really have falling in true love with Ail I am at peace and I am loving this. I hate to try to move Ail but I need to go to the bathroom been holding so I didn't have to move her. Jimmy moves her goes to the bathroom. Jimmy washing his hands and runs his hands through his hair as he walks back into the bedroom seeing Ail looking at him.
Jimmy: Hey, honey, I hope I didn't wake you up.
Ail: hi baby no you didn't wake me up I'm just felt you were missing.
Jimmy: Aww honey your so sweet, I tried to hang on longer but just wasn't going to happen you looked so cute.
Ail: haha! Aww, baby, you're cute you could have moved me I wouldn't have minded don't suffer for me.
Jimmy: I would suffer anything for you. Jimmy lays next to Ail. Honey, I want to talk to you about a few things nothing bad.
Ail: ok baby I am all ears!
Jimmy: umm no I think you're all woman the last time I checked.
Ail: omg baby your so funny haha!
Jimmy: but seriously I want to talk about us getting married. All I want to make you my wife I can't tell you how deeply I have to fall in love with you, I have never felt this way about anyone before not even Nancy.
Ail: baby I have been ready to be your wife since we met honestly. The love I have for you I can't tell you in words because it would take a thousand years to explain it. I know you still have a hard time with what happened with you and Nancy mean you both have kids together even though she gave her rights up. See James you don't have to tell me I can just read you like an open book.
Jimmy: I don't know what to say I think you're the only person who can leave me speechless. I love how connected we are. I am finally happy.
Ail: baby I feel the same way...so when do you want to get married?
Jimmy: this week before I return to work.
Ail: I would love that. Thursday?
Jimmy: that is perfect honey are you sure you don't want a huge wedding big dress and all that.
Ail: I am sure in every dream I have had about me getting married was just a low key wedding just family and close friends and a white dress. James all I want is you to hold your hand and say I do.
Jimmy: I just want to make this the best day of your life.
Ail: baby you have done that many times over and to be able to say I do and be Albina Rose Fallon would be the Berry on my cake.
Jimmy smiles and takes Ail chin so their lips meet. Albina, I love you more than I would ever be able to show you.
Ail pulls Jimmy on top of her..baby you have shown me in many ways that you love me and I'm not talking about sex. You have given me life do you remember when I told you you were my hero?
Jimmy: yes honey them words still run through my head.
Ail: well if you didn't text me at that time you would have never seen me again. I was ready to take my own life. Your text saying I had a job with you saved my life.
Jimmy looks at Ail with tears in his eyes Ail don't ever think of doing something like that ever again I need you the girl's need you and someone baby Fallon, I couldn't live life without you I don't want to see my life without you I don't even want to think about it. I am very glad you have told me because now I will do everything I can to make sure you are happy with me and the kids.
Ail: you truly are the greatest man alive. No other man would have told that like that and turn it into something positive. I promise I will never ever do anything like that again but I will always have Anxiety that I will never be able to help.
Jimmy: Honey that's a part of you , I know it won't go away but I am going to be here for the bad days and the good days.
Ail: I feel the same about you baby.
Ail and Jimmy get ready to get the kids to school and Jimmy and Ail go to sort wedding stuff out. Thursday is coming up fast and they both can't wait. Ail is finally marrying the man of her dreams she carrying Jimmy baby life can only get better from here. The news outlets will enjoy writing all kinds of things about him including wearing a wedding ring again when he said he would never wear one again. Deep down Jimmy misses wearing a wedding ring but this time it will be for the right reasons no one really knows what happened in Jimmy and Nancy marriage maybe Jimmy will open up more to Ail once they are married.