Chaper 4 Jimmy gets very worry

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Jimmy did his last show of the week for the military. After the show ended he went back to his dressing room loosen his tie and took his jacket off and just sat there. His mind was on Albina. It has been for a long time. The feelings he is feeling now are the same ones he has had since he worked with her. People would tell him he was silly how can you have a crush on someone you haven't seen or heard. The ones  who supported his feelings was his mom,dad and sister he would talk about her all the time. His mind continue to wonder. Questlove knocks on the door,jimmy didn't hear he was miles away. Questlove opens his door and saw jimmy just setting there looking at outer space.
Questlove: jimmy,dude are you ok?!
Jimmy: oh hey dude sorry I was miles away. Can I help you with anything?.
Questlove: nah dude,everyone is getting worried about you this whole week. Your not yourself,what is going on with you?
Jimmy: man dude I have been trying to hide how I have been feeling this week. Sorry I made you all worry just had a lot of stuff on my mind lately.
Questlove: dude it's showing big time,do you want to talk about it?
Jimmy: everyone thinks I am stupid,that I'm worrying over a girl I have never seen or heard.I can't help it if I am honest I have had a crush on her for the longest,I choose not to do anything about it.
Questlove: dude your not stupid,our hearts wants what it wants we can't control that. Don't let others tell you how to feel. There must be big reasons why she never been heard or seen. People need to respect your feelings and hers.
Jimmy: thanks man I needed that. Ever since she got fired she has disappeared. I am so worried about her the NBC knew nothing about her getting fired and they don't understand TLNS problem. We all agreed in a meeting yesterday that she was best for that job. She has degrees and masters mean what more do that show want.
Questlove: man that was cold what happened to her. Is there anyway you can contact anyone,I mean there has to be someone who knows where she is right?
Jimmy: you would think so but no one has come forward, it's been on the news outlets since the day she disappeared. It's like she walked off the earth. I just wish she knew I am worried about her and need her to text me or email just something.
Questlove: I know dude,I pray you hear something soon. Go home man get some rest it's been a long week and you look exhausted.
Jimmy: thanks man for listening and I am to be honest. I'm going to get ready to leave in a few. You be safe going home and see you on Monday.
Questlove: you to man.

Questlove shuts the door and jimmy is alone again and he starts to cry. It's been a rough week for jimmy the anniversary of his mom was last weekend and then the girl he has a crush on has disappeared. Jimmy wipes the tears and gets changed and heads home. He walks into his apartment,dumps his bag and lay on his bed. He didn't feel like eating,he was just really tried , he fell asleep without even getting changed.
Jimmy POV
What is that noise,oh it's my phone,it's nothing important right now,gosh I must have been tried I didn't even get changed into my PJs. I better get showered I might feel a little bit better. I think I heard my email go off on my phone better check that in a second. I live alone so I'll just wrap a towel around won't matter. Wait oh my gosh it's Albina
Email from Albina willing
Hey jimmy sorry it's been so long,I am ok I guess, I am back in NY. A lot has happened to me since we talked last
I have missed you James. I don't know what I am going to do now I have never been fired from a job before I had to just get away. I felt like a loser if only they knew why I don't want to be seen or heard. I had dark things happen to me things you don't even know. No one knows,what has happened to me is why I have such bad anxiety those battles are the hardest shit I have to deal with,being fried didn't help the whole situation.I did hear you have been looking for me I am sorry I put more stress on you. I know what last weekend was for you I miss that woman more then I can say she is the only one who knows what I look like and sound like. Hugs and kisses Jimbo
Love from Albina.

Oh my gosh I can't believe its my mom that knows what she looks like and her voice. Gosh I never knew they has gotten that close she wasn't even my girl. I wonder what she means by dark stuff has happened to her I need to know her I need her close to me. Before I email her back I want to talk to NBC

Jimmy was on the phone for at least 4 hours talk to everyone at his show and the NBC and they all 100% agreed on giving her a job not just for her but for jimmy they all knew how much this girl meant to him even if they didn't understand it they was willing to help him.

Gosh I can't believe they agreed to do this for me I need to email her back right now!!!
Dear Albina
I am so thankful I have heard from you I was so worried about you. I never knew my mom and you was so close she was and Is such a lovely person. I am so sorry so much has happened to you and some day I hope I can help you with all your problems and give you support but for the mean time you have a job on the TTNSSJF. I want you to be my chief editor and social media tweeter and editor your perfect for the job that's if you want it of course. I hope to hear back.
Love JF

I hope I hear back from her I just need her my heart is feeling stronger for her then it ever was before. The fact she trusted my mom with so much means the world to me too. Just wish my mom was alive to see what might happen.
You have mail. I sure hope that's Albina.
Email Albina willing
OMG! J really ill take the job right now I would do anything to work with you again and know I'll be appropriated. Thank you and NBC for giving me once in life time chance to truly do what I want. Yes your mom was a lovely lady and I will hold her dear to my heart she was like a mom to me. Anyway when do I start what time?!

Oh my gosh she is so excited,wow her calling me J was somewhat sexy dang it man get out of them thoughts. I wonder what she meant by my mom was like a mom to her where are her mom and dad is this the dark story she going on about. Has she really missed working with me that much I mean she just jump at this job like there was no tomorrow.

Email
Wow girl your truly excited to work with me and honestly I can't wait to have you work with me either. Text this number .. .. .. .. .. .. .. and we sort out times. Everyone is excited.

Not only am I doing this for me and Albina but I now feeling like I doing this for my mom to. I can't wait to tell my dad and sister now. Ding you have mail.
Email
I am very excited I can't wait and I'll text you in little bit and thank you honestly you have saved me today your my hero.

Hmmm what did she mean by I saved her today. Gosh I hope she wasn't going to do something really bad I can't lose another dear one,let's hope she texts me.

Email.
Your so welcome I will always be here for you Ali no matter what.

Jimmy sat at the window with his tea looking out on NYC the busy life waiting for Albina to text him. Is his true feelings for her about to come out is new things about to happen for them both. Wonder still continues.

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