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Chaper 12 life with someone elses kids

Month later.
Life with someone else's kids can be a very hard task specially when your out of the blue just get papers handed to you saying the mother of the children gave her rights to you and your now their mother. Life gave Ail a hump in the road with this shocking change and it has took some toll on hers and jimmy relationship. They spend more time apart then they do together,they use to be all over each other and that's stopped they sleep with the biggest gap between them. Ail works from home so she can look after the girls. Jimmy takes the girls to school and goes to work.
Ail POV
I better clean up and then get working,life has been very busy since Jimmy x wife just put the kids back into Jimmy life including mine. I won't lie it's out a huge Stain on mine and Jimmy relationship,I understand he all for his girls he hasn't seen them in 3 years that's a long time to be away from your kids. I love them girls like I gave birth to them they feel mine and I love that feeling but I hate how me and Jimmy have become apart. He don't text me,he don't do the little things he use to do,he don't hold me at night, most of all he seems to snap at me for the most littlest things. I don't know if me and him are going to last,I don't know if this was Nancy idea of trying to break me and Jimmy up but it's working right now.
Buzz buzz. I wonder who is texting me I know for a fact it's not J. Ha I knew it's Steve.
Hey sweetie are you doing ok,you have seemed way off since the girls are back in Jimbo life. I can understand this is a huge change and probably not what you had mine right now. I don't know why Nancy did this like this it's so random and it's seem funny since you moved in only a few days and then she did this...anyway if you need to talk I am here sweetie
Love papa.
Wow so I am not the only one who can see things are off with me and J I don't know if that's a good thing because the newspapers will eat this alive and that's the last thing I need right now. Steve is right this wasn't what I had in mine yet but then again me and Jimmy did have unprotected sex so there is still a chance I could get pregnant anyway so it would have happened anyway. It's just stressful in how this whole situation has happened and the time it's happened.
Hey papa
I don't know why things have happened like this...don't get me wrong I love them girls like I gave birth to them and I love being their mother but what I hate the most is how me and Jimmy of all of a sudden grown apart. It's almost like he no longer interested in me like he was,he don't do anything like he use to I get he will be all for his girls he hasn't seen them in 3 years but I didn't expect it would have this kind of impact on our relationship. I am feeling like this is not going to last and I just know I won't cope if I lost J and my girls.
Love Ail.
I need to get to work and start tweeting and editing videos,I need to take my mind off this situation right now or I am going to freak out I have come so far to go backwards.
Buzz buzz
Sweetie this is some rough times to go through and so early the thing you truly need to remember is James dose love you he talks about you all the time at work, even in the meeting we just finished he was talking about you. He very much still interested in you he is very busy right now. I just don't think the man has any time to do what he wants he said that a few times mean he starting napping in his office that's not jimbo and even you know that. I will talk to him I won't bring you up don't worry.
Love papa.
Steve is probably right the show has really took off again and I know he still going through a lot he has a lot of stuff going for him. I never knew he talked about me that much I feel so sorry for him that he is so stressed he try and hide it so much because he don't want me to freak out. God I love James so much I do feel bad for how I am feeling but it's just how our relationship is truly going right now.
Thanks papa I understand he truly stressed out right now and I never knew he talked about me so much it just seem I was never on his mind one of the reasons I work from home so he don't have to worry about me.
Honestly that text just sent so bad. I really need to get working.
Jimmy saw Ail tweeting and putting up videos of the show. He just so stressed out right now he knows things haven't been right between them lately.
Jimmy POV
Ail is doing such an amazing job I just wish she would work in her office I worked it so she could pick the kids up and end her day early yet she still choose to work at home and I can't tell her how badly it's hurting my heart. I miss her here so badly.
Knock knock
Jimmy: who is it ?
Steve: it's Higbones.
Jimmy: come in dude.
Steve: hey dude you doing ok?
Jimmy: dude I don't even know I am just stressed out. I am so thankful I have my girls back my life is so complete but yet it's also made Ail pull alway from me and I know I haven't helped I snap at her a lot I don't hold her like a should,dude I just can't find enough time in the day.
Steve: dude your going to need to do something about this situation, if this was Nancy idea of trying to break you both up then it sounds like it's working.
Jimmy: what do you mean?
Steve: James have you never thought this out. I get that you your excited that the girls are back and I am so happy for you I really am. Don't you find it odd few days after you move Ail in with you Nancy just turns up on your door step with your kids and just hand her rights over to Ail. Have you ever thought about why Ail not work here anymore she chosen to work from home even with the kids in school. I haven't seen you walk down the halls hand in hand in forever now I see you walk down the halls with both your girls and Ail is never anywhere to be seen.
Jimmy: dude that's deep I been so stupid I didn't see what you just said now you put it out loud I now see your point. I am some what out of words right now and that never happens lol.
Steve: lol....jimmy if you don't catch this you may end up losing Ail completely. I don't want that to happen to you or Ail.
Jimmy: please don't tell me she has said that to you.
Steve: she don't have to you can see it in her eyes.
Jimmy: dude that's killing me so much I can't lose her....
Jimmy all of a sudden couldn't breathe and had pain in his chest and down his arm Steve calls for an Ambulance and goes with Jimmy to the hospital. While they was running test on jimmy Steve text Ail
Ail you need to get to the hospital now jimmy just been taken ill..find me in the ER.
Omg I am on my way.
It was a long drive for Ail the not knowing what even happened. He gets to the hospital and finds Steve.
Ail: Steve what happened is he ok.
Steve: we was talking in his office and he just couldn't breathe and then started having bad pains in his chest and arm.
Ail: omg Ail sat down...
Steve: Ail are you ok?
Before Ail could answer Steve the dr came out and asked if Jimmy girlfriend here Ail jump up and said yes I am the dr took her to see Jimmy he looked so different with all the wires coming off his chest and the heart monitor beeping all he had on was his underwear. Ail just stood there not sure what to do the dr touch any shoulder he going to be ok he just a little Ill at the moment you can go and hold his hand he know your here. Ail sat beside him and held his hand real tight and Jimmy open his eyes a little and smile and shut his eyes again and tighten his grip on Ail hand. Ail text James Sr to ask him to get the kids from school early.
Jimmy Jimmy Jimmy please hang in there I love you so much you can't leave not now not ever you hear me James Jimmy squeeze Ail said to say yes. You have so much to fight for more then you know. Jimmy opens his eyes little looks at Ail enough for Ail to know what she was saying he knew. He squeezes her hand even tighter. The dr came in.
DR: well I looked at MR Fallon scans,X-rays and his ECG they all look normal. What is wrong with Mr Fallon is severe exhaustion if they wouldn't have got him to the hospital when they did it could have been a worse outcome. We going to move him to ICU now we going to run fluids and he should start to feel better in a few days. You can stay with him if you want to I think it would be best is MR Fallon had a face he knows specially has your his Girlfriend.
Ail: thank you so much dr.
The dr leaves leaving Ail alone with Jimmy a few minutes. Ail lean over and kisses Jimmy on the head and rest her head there few minutes has she dose a tear drops on Jimmy cheek and Jimmy puts his hand on her stomach taken Ail by surprise. In a little voice.
Jimmy: honey I love you and I'm sorry.
Ail: please don't worry baby. Ail puts her hand on his hand.
Jimmy: I knew you was pregnant just wanted you to tell me.
Ail: no one knows that's how I want it till your better now stop talking and rest I need you better so dose our girls.
Jimmy nods his head closes his eyes and rubs Ail stomach before he moves it has the drs come in.
miss willing we are ready to move him to ICU if you could follow us please. Steve walks with Ail to give her some company while they settle Jimmy in.
Steve: is everything ok mean ICU is not a good.
Ail: severe exhausted they said if you didn't get him to the hospital the outcome could have been much worse. Ail starts crying Steve I was so wrapped in how I was feeling I didn't even notice how sick Jimmy was becoming he was working so hard for me the girls and then making sure the whole situation with Nancy was real and not some thing to get him into trouble. I should have seen this coming.
Steve looks around to make sure no one was around. Look Ail you had your own battles to worry about Jimmy said to me couple of days ago he thought you was pregnant he been waiting for you to say something. You can't beat yourself up I didn't see it either you need to keep yourself healthy not just for you but for the little one James loves his girls but this will be his first real pregnancy I don't think he or you can go through anymore heartbreak right.
Ail: he is so smart and yes your right very right. Has they was sat there all Ail heard was mama the girls came running. Ail hugged the girls so tight said I love you girls and the girls said we love you mama.
James SR: how is my son?
Ail: he not doing the best right now I'll tell you more in a second. Girl would you like to go with uncle Steve for something to eat so I can talk to grandpa yes mama. The girls went with Steve for something to eat. He has severe exhausted. Everything has gotten on top of him. He going to be here on ICU few days he going to be on fluids they said if Steve didn't get him to the hospital when he did the outcome may have been worse. Ail try to hold the tears back but was struggling.
James Sr went to sit next to Ail come here love. My son works so hard but I know it hasn't been easy with what his x wife has done either and I know that out so much stress on him he called me everyday telling me he was worried.
Ail: he told me that too I thought he wasn't interested in me I should have seen this...because Ail could finish she got some sharp pain in her stomach.
James SR: Ail are you ok ? Ail nodded. No your not love what else are you not telling me.
Ail: I can't say.
James Sr: love please think we all going through enough right now
Ail: 4 weeks ago  I found out I was pregnant but please act surprise when Jimmy tell you. James Sr laughs. Ail looks at him what is so funny.
James Sr: he already told me he known he hears you been sick every morning he dose know what's going on with you even if he don't tell you. Ail smiles and shakes her head. But seriously Ail are you ok?
Ail: I think so I just got a sharp pain in my right side of my stomach.
James Sr: has it gone now ?
Ail: yes it has.
James Sr: my wife use to get them Jimmy how we knew it was a boy but please promise me if it carries on you tell someone don't want nothing more to happen.
Ail: I promise.
Ail and James Sr sat there when the dr said Miss willing you can come through now. Ail saw jimmy through the window,the dr pushed the door open so Ail could walk in Ail sat next to Jimmy.
Dr: has you can see he already starting to come round more he been talking, he has a bag and a half of fluids already. He going to make a fast recovery he very healthy for his age. Ail looked at the dr for that comment. Sorry Miss willing I'm not saying his old anyway I'll leave you both alone.
Ail held Jimmy hand was rubbing her thumb on the top of his hand when that sharp pain hit again making Ail grip Jimmy hand very hard waking him up.
Jimmy : are you ok?
Ail: baby I am sorry I didn't mean to wake you yes I am.
Jimmy: don't lie to me! Jimmy put his hand on her stomach something is going on.
Ail: I need you better not stressing.
Jimmy: honey this is stressing me out I want the true.
Ail started to cry I.I.I
Jimmy: honey I am sorry I didn't mean you was stressing me out. That came out wrong.
The dr came in.
Dr: Miss willing are you ok your looking a little pale. Ail said nothing
Jimmy: dr she a maybe 4 weeks pregnant!
Dr: let me check her out I'll do it don't worry,the dr check Ail stomach well everything feels the way it should I think I'll like to do a scan just to see I can do it here so you can be involved Mr fallon. The dr leaves.
Jimmy: Ail look at me honey. Ail looks at Jimmy I love you so much and I am so sorry for all that's happened.
Ail: I'm so sorry to baby that I didn't see you was getting this sick.
Jimmy: honey I should have been more careful I didn't mean to put you our kids my family through this.
Ail: it's going to be ok all is going to be ok everything is going to be ok. Jimmy smiles at her.
The dr comes back in Miss willing can you lay on this bed please and let's check all is ok. The dr puts the gel on Ail stomach and on the ultrasound screen was their little baby. Yes your 1 month pregnant because your very skinny your probably going to start showing early on which I can see you are the baby looks fine it's the size it should be at 1 month.
Ail: so why do I keep getting the sharp pain in my stomach?
Dr: it can be number of things. Some common causes include: Cramping You may experience sharp pain due to the cramping that occurs from the uterus expanding,Gas and Bloating plus the muscles and ligaments that support your uterus are being pulled and stretched in all directions during pregnancy. This can cause occasional cramping. The pain might be mild or sharp.
Ail: That's what I feel.
Dr: I wouldn't be to worried about it right now. About 25% of pregnant women experience slight bleeding during their first trimester. Early in the pregnancy, light spotting may be a sign that the fertilized embryo has implanted in the uterus. However, if you have significant bleeding, cramping, or sharp pain in your abdomen, call your doctor or midwife.
Jimmy and Ail thanks dr took stress of us knowing what happening.
Dr: no worries it's time to sleep for you both now you can sleep with Jimmy if you want the bed is big enough. 
The dr leaves Ail and Jimmy alone. Jimmy moves over to let Ail get in with him. She snuggle down with him.
Jimmy: I love you Miss Ailbina Rose Willing. Let's go to sleep.
Ail: I love you to MR James Thomas Fallon.
They both fall asleep. The next few days will be hard but like the dr said jimmy will make a full and fast recovery.
Hopefully Jimmy is much better tomorrow.