>be me
>have about an above avarage job
>kinda end my life
>the days are meaningless, im not even focusing on the dates
>sometimes i have to work late night or during the day
>good payment, have everything i want
>expect 1 thing
>a friend
>dont have any friends
>never speak to coworkers since they are too focused on their own work
>try tinder
>find only meaningless sex
>start to take medicine to help the stress
>on a freeday
>somebody knocks at my door
>a very cute girl is standing at my door
>"Hello is this anon residence? I came to deliver a package"
>"I didnt order anything"
>"Well the package says you shouldve not forgotten about me"
>"Whats that suppose to mean"
"I cant belive you forgot about me"
"Wait who are you?"
>"Yeah try remembering, if you found out then meet me at the aquarium"
>she runs away
>try to look for old photos
>find one about me and a girl
>i remember now
>she was the girl who i once saved from a car accident
>we started to go out
>unfortunately thats i all remember
>go to aquarium
>tell her everything
>she is kinda pissed in a cute way
>"Fine. Maybe I'll forgive you after this date"
>"That sounds promising"
>we go to the counter
>"Two tickets please"
>"Uh, sir... Are you sure"
"Well of course, is there a problem?"
>"No here you go"
>she runs around just like a child
>i smile in beauty
>"Hey this looks like you anon"
>she points at a large fish, seperated from the others
>"Then you are this"
>i point to to a fish in the middle
>its has an aura
>everyone respects its teritory
>"Nono, im like that one, im just behind everyone. Hey lets look around more!"
>Everyone in the aquarium stare at us
>i belive that people are jealous of my connection with her
>its closing hour
>"Thank you anon, lets walk home!"
>she is so energetic
>as i walk her home i ask a bunch of questions
>find out she is living alone and had a lot of trouble finding me
>"Well I live here. Thank you for today."
>"Can i come up?"
>"Im not letting you in"
>"Well i tried though"
>"I'll see you tomorrow. Good night anon"
>"Goodnight"
>when i get home boss send me a message
>"i think you should have a break now, contact me when you can work again"
>nice, now i can turn all my attention to her
>i take the meds to feel extra good even tho i wasnt sad
>i go to sleep
>i wake up to the door bell
>as i open i meet her(lets call her Ami)
>"Did you drink last night? Im out here for 15 minitues"
>"No i sleep pretty hard"
>"Anyway i wanna come in, i cant just stand around"
>i let Aim in as i look around
>neighbours are watching me
>well its pretty un usual to see anon with a girl
>"So is this a suprise, that you come over?"
>"What did you expect when i said ill see you tomorrow"
>"Nothing much, so will you make me breakfast?"
>"Nope, do it yourself"
>as i eat she tells me that people dont see her
>at first i dont understand but after a while i concluded that im the obly one who can see her
>i didnt find a reason why
>i didnt tell her
>i didnt want to let her go
> i wanted to talk more
>i wanted to experience things that i didnt
>i wanted to be in the past
>"What are your plans for today?"
>"I didnt have any so i came over to you"
>"How about some films then?"
She agreed
>"But dont do anything weird"
>"What do you mean?"
>she storms off
>after a while we start to hold hands and cuddle
>first time cuddleing
>its warm
>i thought i never gonna experience it
>its good
>we have dinner then she falls asleep
>i carry her to my bed where she whispers
"Dont leave me like you did"
>at first i didnt know what did it mean
Later i found out
>when i wake up
>i take a morning shower
>i see a note lying on my desk
"I hid in the garden where we used to play. Come find me for your next suprise"
>"Whats with her"
>ofc i find her in a runned down garden
>we spend the next 2 weeks with each other
>finding out why ppl stared
>ppl took videos of me talking on my own
>they indentifed me and sent videos of me
>boss sent that message about me and the break
>i start to relize its because of the meds
>i take more
>i want to see her more
>she sees me nearly all the day
>she relizes whats going on
>she asks me to stop
>after a while meds are starting to run out
>i see her less often
>i set up a camera thinking i could remember these days
>"Do you know why you could only see me?"
>"Its because the meds"
>"No.... Because i only appeare to the dearest people"
>i start crying
>i repeat myself as i hug her
>dont go
>i still want to see you
>there is so many things we didnt do
Thank you anon, for truly loving me. Make sure you find yourself a girl who respects you the way you are. I love you anon.
>she starts to fade away
>she disappears
>i rush to the camera
>its only me
>no one else is in it just me
>look around
>the meals are rotting
>the laumdry i thought is full is empty
>everything is start to clear out
>why did she say those lines and why were they so familiar
>look up my you tube history and all of them are gf asmrs
>colmapse from the sadness and disappointment
>only dream about her
>loose a lot of weight
>boss tells me to time to get to work
>i see her in my dreams and everywhere else
>have clear memories of her
>sit down for the last time at my desk
>write greentext
>set date to suicide
See ya guys, it wasn't fucking fun
