Dark days

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As the days went by the more I missed Casey. I shut everyone out, stopped going to school, stopped eating, and slept and cried more. Noah and Mike have came over and sat outside my door to fill me in on everything. Santana's lesbian and dating Brittany, Mike and Tina are official, Mr. Shue and Ms. Corcoran's glee clubs are at war, and Mom is dating someone. I think Casey wouldn't be happy with what I've been doing. I need comforting. 

I put my earbuds in and waited for Noah to get here

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I put my earbuds in and waited for Noah to get here.

"Sweetie, you have a visitor." My mom said.

"Thanks ma." I replied. I got up and unlocked my door.

"Hey-" I hugged Noah and let the tears fall.

"E, can't bre-ath!" Noah struggled to get out of my grip.

"S-sorry." I sniffled. I walked over to my bed.

"Erin? Would Casey want you to be like this?" Noah asked me.

"No." I answered. Stitches by Shawn Mendes came on from my playlist and I started sing it.

"I thought that I've been hurt before

But no one's ever left me quite this sore
Your words cut deeper than a knife
Now I need someone to breathe me back to life 
Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on 
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
I'm tripping over myself
Aching begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches 
Just like a moth drawn to a flame
Oh you lured me in I couldn't sense the pain
Your bitter heart cold to the touch
Now I'm gonna reap what I sow
I'm left seeing red on my own 
Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on 
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
I'm tripping over myself
Aching begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches 
Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead 
Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead 
Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread
Gonna wind up dead 
Needle and the thread
Gotta get you out of my head, get you out of my head 
You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
I'm shaking falling onto my knees (falling on my knees)
And now that I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches (and I'll be needing stitches)
I'm tripping over myself
Aching begging you to come help (begging baby please)
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches 
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
And now that I'm without your kisses

I'll be needing stitches"

"C'mon, I wanna show you something." Noah said and opened my door. There stood everyone in the glee clubs at McKinley and everyone gave me a hug. 

"What are you guys doing here?" I asked with a small smile.

"Puck said you wanted company, so we're having a sleep over." Finn said.

"Thanks guys, but I only have one bed." I said to them.

"We know, Loca. That's why we have sleeping bags." Santana said.

" Santana said

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(her bedroom)

"Well, come in I guess." I say with a smile. I missed everyone.

(Couple hours later)

Everyone was asleep; Santana and Britt on the couch, Sam and Quinn shared a sleeping bag, Finn and Rachel had left to get snacks, Artie was sleeping in the chair next to the couch, Tina and Mike also shared a sleeping bag. As for Noah, he was sleeping in my bed. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water. When I got back to my room, Noah was whimpering and had tears rolling down his face.

"Noah." I whispered shaking his arm. He slightly stirred awake.

"Erin...Can I tell you something?" Noah asked nervously.

"Of course." I smiled and grabbed his hand. He looked slightly scared.

"When I was 10 my dad went AWOL, I'm the school joke, and I'm a Lima loser. So, why do you still hang around me?" Noah told me. His eyes were glossed over.

"Come on, Noah. You're for one, better off without your dad and two you're not a joke or a loser. I see that your hurt and scared. Noah... I can see right through you because I know what its like to feel that way." I told Noah and pulled him into a hug.

"*sniff* You are *sniff* the be- *sniff* -st thing that's happened *sniff* to me, Erin." Noah cried in my arms.

"Shh. I've got you." I whispered. I feel Noah slowly start to drift to sleep.

"I love you, Noah. Don't forget that." I whisper.

"I love you, too." I heard him whisper back. He soon was asleep in my arms.

"Hey, Erin." Finn whispered when he and Rachel walked back in my room.

"Hey." I whispered back.

"What's going on with you and Puck?" Rachel asked.

"To be honest, I don't know." I said.

"You'll know when the times right." Finn said.

"Thanks, Finn." I smiled. 

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