Love of My Life | ON HOLD

Love of My Life

You've worked for Queen as personal assistant for some time now and to be honest it was the best job you've ever had. The boys didn't treat you like you were just an assistant but like you were part of the band, they treated you like a friend.
You were in the kitchen preparing a cup of tea for Freddie. You figured he could use one, after all he's been in the recording studio for almost three or four hours, working on a new song that came to him.
You walked down the stairs to the records studio with two cups of tea on a tray.
Approaching the door you could hear a muffled voice coming from inside.
To your knowledge Freddie was alone in the recording studio but it is possible that John, Roger, or Brian joined him.
You opened the studio door with you foot and the person you saw standing next to Freddie surprised you.
Standing next to Freddie was Paul.
You and Paul never really got on well, you didn't have anything against him it was just that he always gave you a weird feeling.
Once the door was fully open Paul seemed to jumped away from Freddie.
"I'm sorry, am I interrupting something?" You questioned.
"No, nothing at all." Paul said quickly, then proceed quickly walk out of the studio. Almost knocking you over in the process.
You stood in silence for a moment while Freddie just stared down at the piano.
"Oh.. Freddie I made you some tea." You said suddenly remembering why you where there in the first place.
"Oh thank you darling." Freddie thanked you quietly.
"Are you alright Fred?" You asked, handing him his tea.
"I'm fine, dear." Freddie said taking a sip of his tea.
You sat on the bench next to Freddie, reading the song lyrics he had written down.
"That's beautiful, who's it for?"
"It's for Mary." Freddie said.
You smiled, but deep down your were jealous of Mary. Her and Freddie have such a beautiful relationship. You wished you could have a relationship like that, especially with Freddie.
"Well can I hear it?" You asked quietly.
Freddie nodded and delicately placed his finger on the keys.
As he began to play the open of the song the sweet melody emitted from the piano filled your ears. It was only when he started to sing was when your breath was truly taken away.
Freddie's soft voice filled the room around you, chills running down your spine.
You could help but stare at Freddie, his features so soft yet sharp in the dim lighting.
Freddie stopped, at what seemed to be, the middle of the song.
"That's all I really have now." Freddie said in a quiet ton. He seemed nervous, but for what you couldn't tell.
"That was beautiful Freddie, absolutely beautiful." He thanked you quietly then silence filled the room.
The two of you sat in the silence, Freddie looking down at his lap and you looking at Freddie.
Freddie slowly moved his head up to meet your eyes.
Freddie had the most beautiful eyes you had ever seen, they were perfect just like him.
Slowly, Freddie move closer to you until before you knew it his lips were on yours.
You were shocked at first but didn't pull away, soon you melted into the kiss.
This kiss wasn't like any you've had before, it was soft and gentle. This kiss held so much love and passion.
But sadly, like all good this, the kiss ended too soon.
Freddie pulled away apologizing like a mad man.
"I-I'm so sorry (Y/N), I shouldn't have done that. I understand if- if you want to quit, I'm t-terribly sorry." Freddie stuttered out. He look at you with genuine fear in his eyes, it pulled on your heart strings to see him so frightened.
"Freddie it's alright, believe me it is."
You reassured him, softly placing a hand on his arm.
"Your not disgusted by me?" Freddie asked confused.
"No, why would I ever be disgusted by you? Freddie, do you honestly think I would kiss you back if I didn't enjoy it?" You said with a small chuckle.
Freddie smiled brightly and blushed.
Freddie's smile soon faded though.
"What about Mary?" He asked looking into your eyes.
"Freddie, I understand how much Mary means to you. If you want to stay with her I will never speak of this again." You said.
You hoped Freddie would choose you, but you know how much Freddie loves Mary.
"No, I wanted you." Freddie said quickly. You felt your heart leap when he said he wanted you.
"Are you sure, what about Mary?" You asked.
"I'm sure she'll understand, I hope she does anyway. But look let's not worry about that right now, let's focus on us."
You smiled widely and once again placed your lips on Freddie's.
This was perfect, this is what you've wanted for as long as you could remember.
You finally had the love of your life.