Instead of drowning myself with alcohol,
I'll prefer getting drunk with poetries
Rather than see how wasted and reckless I wanna be.
Instead of cutting my wrist,
I'll pare this black silky hair of mine
Rather than laying eyes on myself lying and poured with my own blood in the floor.
Instead of loving you with all of my soul,
I will learn to embrace these flaws and find my worth as a whole
Rather than witness how you pounded this heart not just in pieces but into powdered fragment.
Instead of staying all night talking to you,
I just want to take a rest early
Rather than chatting cold with an unwilling person
Instead of chasing you who doesn't want to be chased,
I'll stay hush in pursuing my dreams
Rather than coercing someone's attention
For this ain't narcissism.
Instead of fighting you against the odds,
All I want right now is to remain strong alone
Rather than holding and staying into someone's freezing hands.
For these days,
You can't trust nor depend your life to somebody.
They'll just exchange your bloody sweats to unpredictable something.
Somewhat kind of pain that's hard to deal even under the rain.
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Her Tears are Poetries
PoëziePain changes someone's out-breathing. Instead of telling, she kept her pain through poetries. She let her tears into words as agonies bled blood in her soul.
