crazy for you // shawn mendes

Faded Memories

Avery's POV

"Ma'am, You have to get surgery!" A nurse yelled down the hallway. 

I didn't care. I didn't care one bit. Shawn broke me for going out with that slut. 

Some people can say I'm over exaggerating but go on and try to get your heart broken. 

Shawn had such a bubbly personality. When he flashed, his enormous smile, you would feel energy inside you. 

I was drowned in my thoughts when I heard 

"Ma'am, You have to come back now!" The nurse yelled loudly. 

I was standing in the hallway with the medical dress the hospital gave me. 

The nurse walked up to me and put her hand on my shoulder. 

"You broke you right jawbone." I touched my jaw. It stings badly. 

The nurse was small and petite with brown hair and blue eyes. She looked about 25 years old and was really pretty. 

"You want to explain to me what happened?"  I shook my head. 

Who would want to talk about the situation? I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for that bitch, Tori. 

"GURNEY!" Her voice pierced my hearing.

I saw a white gurney rushing down the hallway. Why the hell do I need a gurney for a broken jawbone?

The nurses picked me up a placed me on to a gurney covered in white sheets. There was blood from pass injuries on the them that you could see pretty clear. 

The small petite nurse whispered in my ear 

"My name is Addie, If you ever need me." She smiled. 

"Thank you." I whispered back retuning her smile. 

The nurses started rolling me down the white hallway. The walls were blank with crown molding. 

"Her pulse is pretty weak." probably from all the crying. 

"She has dried blood in her hair.' probably from the bitch. 

"Plus dried tear stains." probably from my broken heart. 

We rolled up to a room that looked exactly like the room with... him in it. 

Addie put the needle baack into my elbow. Ow. 

"Now we are gonna put you on some anesthesia. This will help nof feel any pain-

That sound great from my situation- from the surgery."

Great. 

She handed me two pills and a cup of water. I put the pills in my mouth and chugged down the glass of water.

"Good luck during surg-" and I was out like a light. 

Shawn's POV

I can't let her slip out of my hands. 

I wanted to find the 'It Girl' and Avery was it. 

Tori has to ruin everything. 

She ruined

My life.

My lifestyle.

Even my relationship.

*Flashback*

"Come on, Shawn!" Tori pointed to the ferris wheel. She knows I'm afraid of heights. She picked to go the fair. I wanted to go to the waterpark. 

In 6th grade, everybody liked her. She had loose brown curls that would make you giggle when she jumps and her soft pink lips that would always have that crooked smile. She was stunning. In 6th grade.

But now, she has blonde hair that was dyed very poorly and wore this awful dark purple lipstick that was so dull you could see through her. She wasn't ugly but isn't my type anymore. 

She controls the whole relationship. She always gets to pick what we do and where we go. I thought boys controls the relationship or at least that's what they say in the movies. I've had a enough of her for 3 years. 

"Tori!" She stopped dragging me to the ferris wheel. 

"What babe?" She knows I hate that too. 

"I think we should just be friends from now on." I took that approach. 

"Why?" She said kicking a pebble on the ground.

"Because you conntrol the whole relationship." I threw the game tickets at her and walked away. 

I took one last glance at her but she was gone leaving the game tickets and popcorn on theground. 

*End of Flashback*

I can't loose her. 

Avery is completely different than Tori. 

When she laughed it would fill up the whole entire room with smiles everywhere. 

I needed her in my life. Who wouldn't need her? 

She's mad at me enough already. I made her miss her first championships. That's huge. She was so excited about that when she would talk about it a smile never left her face.

I got up from my seat and left the hospital. I knew she was having surgery so I wanted too surprise her when she woke up even if she doesn't like it. I want her to know how much I care for her. 

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I walked home strategizing my plan for Avery.

1) I will sing to her.

2) I will tell her 'I love you' for the first time. 

3) I will suprise with tickets her with tickets to a group called Magcon that I'm in. 

4) I will give her a teddy bear, chocolates, and a "Get Well Soon" balloon from Party City.

Hopefully, That will when her back. 

If not, I will fight for her.