Lust GXG

Hungover

Nala's POV

I could barely remember what happened last night. My head was pounding! Before heading to class I took an aspirin, drank some water, and got myself ready for school. This is pointless. Thinking to myself as I continued to pack my backpack. I didn't really want to go to school but my parents wanted me to become something. "Live a productive lifestyle." My mom told me as she applied to schools for me. Since there's nothing I'm interested in she had me study liberal arts. Sometimes I think she puts up a front for others by telling them I'm doing something great with my life. Being in this sorority was my choice. It gave me an excuse to get away from my parents for a bit.

I get to my first class forgetting that Soriya is in it. I sat down next to her greeting her as I normally would. I forced myself to listen to the lecture. About half an hour in I couldn't focus anymore. Staring out the window my mind started running through the things Chad said to me. "Stay out of this. You wouldn't want me to blast it all over school that you're a lesbian. Do you?" It shouldn't have scared me but it did whether or not he meant it. Feeling depressed my mind continued to conjure up depressing memories from my past.

When I was a sophomore in high school my family lived in a small town. I knew that I was interested in girls. The group of friends I had kept talking about the popular boys in our grade. Going on about how cute or hot they were. Every time I saw them I never got the reaction that it gave my friends. I kept telling them that they just weren't attractive. All my friends would look at me as if I was crazy. One day there was a basketball game hosted at our school. I saw the boys on the other team and didn't think they were cute either. Something must be wrong with me. I told myself. I pretended to like certain guys my friends thought were cute to keep up the act that I wasn't weird. Sooner or later they found out from a game of truth or dare. One of the guys I had a "crush" on invited me and my friends to his party. We told them we'd be there. We drank a lot, danced to the music, talked to other people. I was having a good time. Then one of my friends suggested we play truth or dare. Feeling bold I decided to play. They went around the room until it was my turn. My "crush" asked me, "Truth or dare?" "Dare." His eyes kept glancing over at his friend. "I dare you to go in the closet with me and kiss me." If I hadn't already gulped down a few cups of alcohol I would have said no. We went into the closet. "Just one kiss." I told him and we pecked. I grabbed for the door but his arm was placed in front of me. He wasn't allowing me to leave. "What are you doing? I completed the dare." I turned to look at him. "No you didn't." He grabbed my face forcing him to kiss me. I tried to push him away but he pinned my hand against the wall putting pressure on it. I couldn't lift my hand so I continued to hit him with my other hand and moving my face to break free from him. He was a lot stronger than I was. It took me kicking him in the balls for him to fold. I quickly dashed out the closet trying to run out the room. My friends were no longer to be found. I was panicking as I found myself in a room with my "crush's" friends locked in his room. "You little bitch!" His friends grabbed me. Each person grabbing onto one part of me pinning me to the bed. I tried to wriggle my way out but their grasp was too strong for me. "Hellppppp! Somebody help me!" I screamed at the top of my lungs wondering where my friends had gone. "Nobody can help you now." One of the boys told me. Tears were rolling down my face wanting anyone to come rescue me. I continued to scream and kick making as much noise as I can. My "crush" gets up heading towards me slapping me across the face. I yelp from the pain. He takes his pants off then hover his body over me. Soon someone kicked his door down. It was somebody I've never seen before. A girl with long flowing red hair was standing at the door. "The fuck are you doing?!" She was able to get the boys to let go of me. I kicked my "crush" in the stomach as hard as I could before running to the girl. We ended up leaving the house walking to the closest park. Sitting on the bench under the lights and the beautiful moonlight shining on me. I took a few deep breaths trying to clear my mind. The girl sitting beside me hugged me running her fingers through my hair. My body relaxed. "Thank you for saving me." She smiled looking at me. "I knew something wasn't right when I heard the screaming." We kept talking sitting closely to each other. In the heat of the moment our lips touched. I grabbed onto her shirt as she sat on top of me holding my face in between her hands. Both of our bodies wanting more even though I had never had sex with another woman before.

Out of nowhere we hear a bunch of footsteps running towards us with flashing cameras. "So this is why you didn't want to kiss me." The boys were still flashing their cameras at us calling me disgusting names. They told me I was disgusting for liking the same gender as me. I ended up bolting out of there running home. Before I had reached home I cried letting it all out before coming inside. I couldn't let my parents see me like that. I took a few deep breaths wiping my tears as I continued to sniffle. Unlocking the door I found my father asleep on the sofa with the tv on and my mom talking to her friend on the phone in the kitchen. I quickly jolted upstairs to take a quick shower then head to bed. Thinking the nightmare would be over tomorrow I fell asleep. The next day I went to school I found pictures of me all over the lockers, bulletin boards, and over the ground labeled "lesbian whore." I threw away as many of the fliers as I could before I was late to class. My classmates looked at me differently including my group of friends. I was bullied so bad my parents decided to transfer to another high school. That was where I met Chad. We became close friends rather quickly. One day I felt I could trust him with my secret and told him about my sexuality. He didn't seem phased at all. I remember him telling me, "What does that have to do with who you are as a person?" I never thought of it that way. After that I kept hanging out with him playing basketball together once in a while.

The day he told me he'd tell everyone my secret made all the memories flood back. I didn't mean to cry but it was something I never fully got over. It was like a wound that scabbed over and he ripped the scab off. Soriya nudged my hand. I looked over at her beautiful face wanting to tell her everything yet my voice would stop mid way whenever I imagined it. "I think you're hungry." She handed me a snack as my stomach growled loudly. I mouthed the words thank you as I quietly ate the snack. As class was coming to an end she asked me to meet her at lunch.

My day went on with barely any homework to do. I decided to use the computer lab at school to do some job hunting. I sat there applying to as many jobs as I could. Moments later Soriya texted me with where to meet her.