'I'll treat you like the orphan that you are'
These were the words she spoke to me tonight.
'As long as I live, you won't lack anything I promise'.
These were his words of consolation.
But I felt nothing during those moments.
In that, I was glad I got a glimpse of how she truly felt towards me, and the pretence and lies.
I learned how it took just a push, a little bit of effort to get someone to say how they truly feel about you.
For the first time in my life, I got a glimpse of the real truth and with my very own eyes.
Never in my 20 years of living have I felt so utterly relieved about the truth, the real truth.
I really don't know how to feel right now, I thought writing would help but words aren't enough to describe how I feel.
Truly, those you love the most are the only ones capable of hurting you.
Most often than not, I feel like a burden. Like an extra baggage, but at the same time, I feel like I'm insulting the those guarding me, like they'll get mad knowing just how I feel, and so I try joy to feel anything.
I learned one thing in life and it's been working.
I look for or make something positive out of everything negative, and never live life with expectations because it always, always turns out to be a disappointment of some sort
Forgive my rambling, but I just needed to get this off my chest.
YOU ARE READING
'Silent' Clouds.
Poetry¶Words have no meaning, unless you make them, turning them into a spontaneous overflow of rhythm¶ ¶A string of broken pieces interwoven into into poetry. Broken symphonies, turned into poetry¶
