Save Me? •KianLawley, Depression,suicide•

Chapter 1

"Lauren wake up youre late" mom said

I woke up feeling nothing ..got in the shower, brushed my long brown hair dress up and got to the school

Its my first week at highschool and i dont have friends yay

Got in the class like normal ..feeling super bored, and finally the class has done

While walking some dude hit me and looked at me and whisper Fat ass

I can hear him very clearly but i walked away and for the next two hours i kept thinking about that bc im not like every other girl i dont have the perfect body im a little bit fat..

even my own mother say that to me all the time .. Like lauren you should lose some weight or lauren you so fat

And you have no idea how much that hurt me .

I got home finally after a long day and just sleep.

Its 2Am and here i am wide awake

I heard about that thing cutting and stuff so i just tried it and i wish i didnt

Two weeks later here i am my wrist is full of new old scars

Theres a girl named lucy in my school i dont why or how but she hate me so much she even put a sticky note on my locker saying that i look ugly today and hope i have a bad day!

At first it didnt really bothered me but now its hurt so much and i cant stop cutting

So that happens almost everyday lucy bothering me all the time!

I only have one friend her name is leen i got close to her bc i dont have anyone els other than her.

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Omg i dont know what to say but hope you like it and please like and comment ♡