A New Beginning

A New Beginning Part 23

" We need to do something. " Katlyn looked at Sam and Jade.

" What can I do to help? "

" Kat, you've got a life here, keep it that way. " Sam said.

" You really think I'm just going to leave them like this? You know me better than that Sam. " She said.

Sam looked at her, still not believing that she's standing in front of him.

" I need a shot. "

I opened my car door, when I heard my name.

" You don't get to walk away, not this time. "

I slammed my door closed and walked straight over and stood face to face with him.

" I'm not her Dean. "

" You don't think I've told myself that, over and over again since you got your body back. " He shot back.

" Listen, Dean there's nothing to talk about. We've changed and it just doesn't work anymore, end of story. "

Dean looked at the girl in front of him, and didn't recognize her.

" What has gotten into you? The girl I met years ago would have fought tooth and nail for this. "

I looked at him, exhausted with all of this.

" I'm tired of fighting. I don't have anything left. "

His green eyes locked with mine and he took a step closer to me, close enough that he could reach out and touch me, but he didn't.

" What's going Bex? "

My heart skipped a beat when he looked at me like that. I took in a shaky breath and hesitated.

" I honestly don't know. "

" Talk to me. "

" I'm just starting to not car about anything. "

" What do you mean? "

" There's this fire hot range inside of me, and I just can't shake it. "

Dean's eyes looked at the tacky ring again.

" When was the last time you took that off? "

" I don't know. "

" Take it off. " He demanded, but his voice was soft.

I looked at my hand then back at him.

" Do you think this is the problem? "

" Bex the whole time I had the mark, all I felt was rage, you seen it first hand. "

" I don't think I can. "

He looked at me, confused.

" My deal with Crowley. I made that Purgatory, what's going to happen if I don't have that power anymore? "

Dean shook his head, out of options.

" Give him the damn thing. "

" You're joking, You really want to give the king of Hell the power of an Angel. "

I shook my head.

" That's not an option. "

He ran his hand over his face and let out a sigh.

" We will figure something out, we always do. "

I looked at him, and memories of him leaving to go confront Amara flashed in my mind and it broke my heart. But I grabbed my keys from pocket .