Years That Shift

Kids

I felt his arms wrap around my waist and his leg fit snugly over mine. "You smell good" he said buddy in his face in my neck. "Uh thanks I've smelled the same for oh 27 years now" He started to kiss along my neck until I wiggled around. "Are you into necrophilia?" "no gross" "You've been all lovely since we got here" "I told you I want a baby girl, and showing you attention isnt too bad is it?" "No, but when our child is the next room over" "Oh I forgot about him." " exactly how many kids were you planning on having?" "two maybe three" "okay who's going to watch them while were gone?" "baby sitter someone" he started kissing my neck again but I pushed his face away. "Ive been thinking, I mean you want a family too but if were both gone 8 months out of the year our kids are gonna grow up wrong." "So? try to cut it down to six and alternate?" " I mean then id never get to see you. And yes im being selfish because I hate not seeing you for months at a time." "Well I mean, I started Chelsea Grin and it's my baby" "What about your actual child next door?" "Of course I love him."  "but he's always going to come second to your fucking band." I snatched a pillow and walked out of the door slamming it behind me.

Yeah lets just have a few more kids and leave them to grow up at boarding school or with a nanny because their parents are too busy having fun touring. I used the little key card and went into Tates room. He was sitting up watching Godzilla.  "Arn't you supposed to be sleep?" "I got bored." " Well you did good today, can you stay up another hour?" "yes" "Okay, grab your shoes." he ran over in his Batman pj's and grabbed the matching slippers. "Come on" I held my hand out amd he grabbed it as we walked through the door. I held my ear up to our and there was alot of yelling going on.

"Is that daddy" "no, its a show." we continued to the elevator and the car. I grabbed the key dictated to the back of the licence plate and got in. "Can I sit in the front?" "No honey, youve gotta be taller." he pouted and got in the back. I drove around until I found a 24/7 grocery store. I grabbed a little basket and we wandered through the isles.  We grabbed two pies and lots of candy. After we checked out we went back to the room and plotted.

"Okay, daddy's being a buttface so you remember what I promised you?" he smiled shaking his head rapidly. I took off the cover and handed him the pie. "Wait I wanna film it." he stopped and I pulled up my video camera. "Okay lets go" I started filming when I opened the door to the room he ran over and squished the pie in his face laughing. " Ey come back here. You want Pie? oh I think you do" he took the tin and covered the child's face in the chocolate cream. "Oh mommy put you up to this now" he started at me with the rest of the almost empty pie tin. But I smashed the one behind my back in his face and ran. "Mommy! " Tate called. Alex had a tube of toothpaste up to his face. "Leave the kid outta this its between me and you" he released him and we ran into Tates room. I grabbed a bag of candy corn and threw a handful at him as he burst through the door.

He tackled me to the bed as Tate climbed on top of this wierd children's thing in the room. He smashed his lips into mine "ewww" the little kid buzzed. "Yeah ew , he taste like lemon and im mad at him."  I got up from the bed and wiped the bit around my mouth. "Vidilia" "What? Im allowed to be fucking pissed at you. Sorry Tate." " fine" he walked out of the room and I closed the door harshly. "You need another bath." I picked him up from under his arm and into the bathroom.

He ran out shaking his wet hair and jumping on the bed.I took off the sheet with whipped cream and left the comforter on. " im not tired." " give it ten minutes." '1:06am' the clock read. I grabbed the bag of candy corn and a pillow stretching on on the floor. "Mommy come up here" "you kick me."

Probably five minutes later I herd him snoring quite loudly.

Hubby :Babe

Me :What? * says with attitude*

Hubby :You're even sassy in your texts

Me:no

Hubby: Im sorry.

Me: you've been on my back for the past two month I want a girl, I want a girl, I want a girl. But when I actually l to you about it you're not even ready for the child we have.  You'd rather leave him to play music with other grown men without families.But ill make sure Tate grows up with a parent in his life. So have fun cuddling your damn self.

I slid my phone away to keep me from getting more pissed and angrily ate the candy corn. Gosh,  If I did have one of those nice stiffs that wouldn't rape my kid then they would grow up with their dad always around them. They do exist their just rare, but then my mom would get off my case. Tate would have a father figure always in his life and We could actually have a family.