Years That Shift

It came out

"You feel any better?" " Not really" I told Rick honestly.  "Im sorry you want something to eat" "No" "Im sorry but one word answers are my Pet peeve. " " sorry" " damnit, well ill text Ryan to pick you up some food. But shouldn't you at least tell your husband goodnight." I flopped over and cuddled into a blanket.

"Talk to him!" He shook me back at forth "Ricky" I groaned. "Why dont you wanna talk to him." "I don't particularly want to tell you" "come on" "Ricky, please its really personal." " You never did like to tell me stuff, and Chris has himself barricaded in his bunk. Let me get someone" he crawled out of the bunk.

A few minutes later a man with short hair poked his head through the black curtain. "Hey Liddy" "Hey Ryan." I moved over a little  and he crawled in. "You wanna tell me whats up?" "Mmm" "Ricky said you did but would only tell me" "he a a fag."  "Ahhh he makes many assumptions." "Uh huh."

"So what is it" " its personal" " just relax and tell me" he put an arm around my shoulders and I rested my arm on his chest.  "I have a husband you know" "yes, and I have a wife.Its not sexual its to relax you." "Alex hates me" "What? All I saw was worry ion his face." "And sadness" "Yeah, but you were hurt. He had a reason to be sad." " he regrets me" "why do you say that" "he was too ecstatic for the baby now I might not even be able to have another one." I completely fell apart at that moment.

"Shh shhh shhh its okay" he repeated for probably thousandth time stopping my hair. I snuggled closer too him and just drifted to sleep.

"Tell me why we broke up again?" "You were bring really clingy and annoying. Plus I though Chris was pretty hot" "Wow you spare noone." He laughed as I took a bite of icecream. "Well, you said  shitty stuff so were even" "please you know I didn't mean a single word, all of us do thay when were pissed.Last moth Rick said I should have been an abortion because I let his dog out and it ran away for an hour." " you said we were cool" " we are."

" So you wanna talk to tour kid or something?" "Na he falls asleep around 8, and its what 9:15" "You look great for having a kid." "Thanks, I just laid in bed and ate crackers for a month afterwards."  "Will you visit for Christmas at least?"Ricky whined.  "Stop being bitches to Chris and sure"

"fine, and to let you know I've officially given up of trying to keep you togeather"  "You just now are giving that up?" " you're both married and have a kid so yeah. You sleeping in my bunk? " "I'm fine with the couch." "Suit yourself." "You're not sleeping on the couch." Ryan stated as soon as Rick walked away. "Rickys just so awkwardly short I feel like im going to crush him." "Well, you can use mine. Im probably not going to bed for a while though, so you can go back its the middle back right." "Thanks" " No problem"