Years That Shift

No Escaping

*Chris' s POV*

"Chris stop being a little bitch" "Dude no" I argued. "We gotta go do a signing there's a 5% chance you'll see her." I pulled the curtian pack "Josh I freaking tried to fuck with her life and now she has a fucking kid with Alex" "I highly doubt it's Alex. Shes smarter than that, plus her hair is brown. The dude had black hair." "How do you know?" "Devin touched up her roots, her hair is brown. Maybe she adopted a kid or something.Now I don't wanna see the bitch eathier, I doubt any of us want to.So lets go" "Fine" In my fit of rage I maybe have added a few things when explaining what happened to the guys. Like her calling them creep losers and telling them to fuck off.

I grabbed a pair of sunglasses from my bag and rolled out sliding on my vans. We waited for Devin and Korel escorted us to the tent. Its probably over a hundred and not the slightest bit of water pressure in the air. I can't help but smile when some people are speechless to meet us then there's others that tell us they live Surreal our new album. But every once in a while you meet a crazy one that wants to kiss all over you and their 13 ,so security has to step in.

Luckily I didn't run into her, but the Chelsea Grin signing was right after ours. I remember for a while when me and Alex were friends. What 7 years ago for a month, even though the whole time I was trying to break them up. God what 8 years and 3 songs later I still can't go a week without thinking about this girl.She was my first love. Was being the operative word here, I completly over her. Its just what happened with her and the guys. I still can't forget that day, were were gonna live togeather a d I actually planned on asking her out for a date that night. But a he goes back to get abused by him.I need a lobotomy just to forget everything about her. Keep everything else just her.

I stepped into the cool bus and Devin was laid out on the couch. "Chris you got any smokes?" Ricky asked casually, "uh yeah" I threw him the partially empty pack from my back pocket. "Thanks" he pulled ome pulled one out and stepped out of the bus. Whats happened to me? I stepped back out and took a white chalky stick from the pack Rick handed over.I lit the end and took a deep breath in before pushing the smoke from my lungs. "do you knwo when we have an off day?" he asked "no Idea ask eathier Josh." " You wanna go for a drink after we play?" "as a date?" "no you queer." he laughed stomping out the bud.

"Lets go see Black Dahlia" Ricky suggested "Dude" " Just avoid the cunt, if she does try to talk to you just ignore her or punch her." "Fine" I through it on the ground and followed him through the wire barrier to main stage. We walked up they have provably 10 minutes before they play by how little ass set up on the stage. I few minutes of awkwardly watching the crowd later I felt something on the back of my thigh feeling me up. "Ahh" I jumped forward a big and the little kid was behind me. "Dude its a kid calm down.Are you lost?" he asked "he shook his head no" and pointed over at Alex and Vidilia walk in up the last few stair holding each others waist while laughing holding cups with light brown liquid. "Eww look who it is." "Dang it Tate" she called and he hid behind me.

"Dude just act chilled out" Ricky informed as the stepped closer. He took the cup from her and she walked around me and grabbed him hand. "Sorry" she appologised walking him away, "Do you wanna fo back to the bus?" "No" " Then stop running off." "Okay" She took the cup back and they walked across from us where the the stood still. "I bet its some other dudes kid.And they're just friends. Hes nit wearing a ring she is." "Thats too closer for friends." "tell her husband that" The kid pointed at me and a few minutes later started crying until she picked him up and ran off.

"Can't even make a kid happy" he mumbled. Next thing I know Trevor Strnad walks from out of no where and starts talking to that dude. What the fuck? I pulled out the pack and lit my 3rd today before handing it to Ricky. "Whatever im done being around this shit lets just go. Its not worth it." Rick stated before walking off the stage. We went back to the bus and passed her on the way, which was just awkward. Ricky probably wanted to punch her, and I. Well I don't know, part of me wanted to tun up and hug her the other part wanted to shun her, but nowhere did I want to hurt her. Usually I'm quite fond of the idea of stabbing people.

We walked on and Devin hadn't moved an inch. "Why you guys back so early?" "That one bitch and her abusive boy toy are here with some kid she adopted. " "Do you know where her bus is?" "Devin, why the fuck would you want to see her." " I still don't get everything. So I want her to tell me to fuck off face to face." He slid the black phone in his back pocket and walked towards the door. Him and Ryan and the only ones that dont hate her. Devin has some faith but Ryans neutral. And my plan begins to unravel