Years That Shift

Decisions

I felt someone shaking me " Alex I will break your fucking hand." "I brought you breakfast." "I don't want your breakfast." "Babe" "What?"I snapped. "Can we talk, Tates next door stuffing his face with donuts" "I don't care. I give up on trying to have a happy family." "No, But if I do give up the band" " Don't do that its just a stupid as fuck plan. Then I'll never be able so show my face and ill hate myself." "Ok day I did give it up.  your still gone we still miss each other." "I cant stay at home it doesn't work. You can lay around and watch TV but it drives me crazy. I have to do something." "How do you think I feel ablout playing?" " I don't kno." " Well It's the same, and I get we both want to be in tates live the entire ti. But we've gotta do somethingabout these carreers." " Its gonna kill me, but I can ask Mathew if theres a job that I can just work at the company." " Thats still 45 minutes away" " Its fine, theres a good little preeshcool on the way." " Okay, well i mean he's only got a year until kindergarten and he's pretty bright." " I know im so prod of him, i think he actually likes learning. " " I got bitched at yesterday, but i told them I needed to be home more, and we decided 4 months with the lowest we could go for now, becuase it also gives that oh were only touring this place once in two years factor for more sales. But Jaek's lso having a kid in 9 months so they get the off tme. " " Let me go call Matt." 

\I walked back into the room and colapsed on the bed. "so..." " They offered me a raise." " that's good.What are you going to be doing?" " After Peter gets better im going to be meeting with new bands and talking to them about their role in the company, their cd's, basically meetings all day" " That doesnt seem too bad" " I also have to tell people were dropping them." " oh, that sucks" " Yeah, but i mena it was eather this or a tm and then I can't be home. But I do get to put tours togeather." " stop acting down thats great news." " How's London going to take it that i might get to see him the 4 months their off instead of everyday for 8" " he'll understand. " he told me wrapping his larger arms around me. " Hopefully"

"Hey London" "oh gosh whats wrong?" " huh?" " You only sound like that when somethings wrong. Did we get bootd from warped?" " No bae of course not." " Well p-a-r-t-y is gonna be at the house tommorow 6"  " do you have cancer?" " Just tell the other guys." " Okay, i will find out whats up wait are you and Alex fighting?" " A little bit, he wants another kid." " Put those birthing hips to good use." " Stop quoting that movie!" " never, but i need a god daughter." " Whats up with guys wanting girls?" "When tate wants anything doesn't he go to you?" " Yeah, but i do say no" " he's a mommys boy. he wants a daddys girl." "ill try to understand that, but yeah everyone our place tommorow." " wait will kids be there." "No he's goinging to Alex's moms" " finnally, big ass house and you've only had a handful of parties in it." "Has to turn off phone, boarding flight." " Okay, be safe" " I will" I hung up and led the small child to our seats.