Years That Shift

If I take the pain away...

I felt a more than familiar wiggle at the front of me. I felt down and there was a small face "daddy's here, I miss you mommy" "I missed you too " I bent down and kissed the little head. Instated to sit up and felt a hand remove itself from my side. Tate jumped down and I could see the top of his head.

"Liddy" "yeah" "If you need anything or just wanna talk im here. Dont hesitate." " thanks" "no problem ill text you okay?" "Okay"  I slid out and he flipped over on his other side.through the door Alex stood patiently listening to another one of Tates stories. "Babe"  he started surrounding me in a tight hug.

I stood still,  I still didn't really want him to hug me. But I shouldn't let Tate see that, and who knows maybe he'll buy the fake hug. "Do you feel any better?" "Mmhm" he squeezed a bit tighter before letting me go.  "I know London's worried sick, you should go see him." "Shir their schedule" "they already made one, so take it easy today baby" "okay."

I stepped into the bus, not one wrapper or stray cup was left. I could swear I saw the counter sparkle. Tate ran in and disappeared off to somewhere. On the wall of the kitchen was a sheet.

'welcome back liddy, we love you!

Signing: 4:50

Playing 7:15

Banana wrappers ;), coffee creamer, take the kid with yiu and find out what the neck a puka is then report back to London. '

I added interview with 2mental at 2:45 at the top. They've got over an hour. "Whats your schedule look like?" " we already played, Bryanstars  5:45, and signing at 3:50" " oh okay" "you wanna watch Happy Tree Friends with Tate?" "Sure." He led the way through the bunks to the back.

Everyone was dead silent or most likely gone, the door slightly cracked open showed Tate in Londons lap as he smiled at the small person. When I stepped in he removed him and smothered me in a hug. "Im so glad you came back" " Well, i can't really dwell on the shitty things in my life forever" "Come on lets go get drinks." " You guys have an interview in an hour, and im pretty sure you should go with Mike." " I won't get drunk, lets go get buzzed and talk" 

We finnally found the liqour stand and waited in the long line of hipsters. Warpedhas turned to this pretty much when they lets bands like The Summer Set and Five Seconds of Summer play, they ruined it for me. I love back when you could see the Misfits headbang, now you got some people that feel to fancy to move around on main stage. I definetly would change the lineup genres, It made the whole metal core scene take a drastic hit. Well when I get to start making tours I want to make a new Warped tour, a better one.

I recieved yellow liquid in a clear cup with a lid and straw, "dejavu, yeah pretty much so many years ago, before I was married and had a kid." i remarked " How are you with the whole kid thing." "Well my mom struggled to have me, so I was extreamly lucky to have Thomas, i think this might  just be it for me." "I mean if you want another kid try, and if it just so happens that you cant. Theres always adoption." "I know I just wanted him to have a biological sister. It would be a big difference to Alex even though he wouldn't admit it. But enough about me, what about you?" "I was thinking of proposing after warped actually. I can tell shes getting restless, and Its been 4 years, i think we might be ready finnally" " you should, you two are an adorable  couple." " you really think so, you one of the few people i know and trust that are married so tell me straight up. Does it change the relationship?"

"Of course it does, you're officially togeather for the rest of your lives, and I mean it realaxed Alex a bit, but I think she wouuld be happy to know you finnally want to settle down ." "Is it true about the fighting?" "WE havn't really fought until a month ago. And it was just minor things  about Tate, and stuff we blew out of proportion.But beging able to slid on a fing and knoow that person loves you unimaginably is just such a pick up. ANd you just get even closers and more comfortable with each other."

" I want to, Ive got the ring back at our place hidden away, I wanted to ask when we got back." " Do it" " If she says yes will you be one of my best men." " Id love to, I better cut back on the Zebra cakes." " You have a perfect figure calm down." " I always feel like im fat, i know im no but i just can't help the feeling." " You sure you don;t need to go to therapy again?" "no im fine, ill tell you if anything does happen. its just i still havnt lost all of the beaby weight yet." "well you gonna gain it back when you give me my little rosey"

We headed back towards the bus, when we go tin they all were changed into stage clothes and playing around withTate laughing. The largest grin spread across Ale's face. He looked up at me with his beautiful brown eyes and smiled a bit larger. The smile became contagious and my stomach was filled with butterflies. ' I love you" he mouthed, and I returned it.