Shakers Dreams

Chill - 12

"Just here." I say pointing to my home still not sure what it is I'm even doing.

"Nice, I never picked jax to be a suburbs kind of guy." he says pulling into my driveway.

I'm not sure what that means but I grab my bag and open the door. I watch him as he takes in the small house the double garage lowset brick house with the bright red door. I do really love this home but jax loves it more.

"Just you two that live here?" Dylan asks approaching the front door with me.

"Yep." I unlock it feeling really weird about him being here. He looks completely out of place. My house is nice but it doesn't compare to his unit with the view.

I look around for jax but theres no signs of him even coming home. I wonder how he and Lisa are doing, I still need to get the whole story from that sneaky little shit. "Jax isn't home he must have stayed at Lisa's." I say as he follows me down the hallway to my room.

"You can wait out there I'll just be a minute." I say over my shoulder. It's weird enough he's in my house does he expect me to get changed in front of him too.

"So where's a nice place to eat around here?" He asks sitting on my bed glancing around my room. Completely ignoring what I just said.

Okay.

It's almost lunchtime and I'm pretty sure he's as hungry as I am. Maybe he doesn't listen well when he's hungry.

"There's a small cafe not too far from here, it's not city style but I guess it's pretty nice and the food is alright." I say grabbing some clothes out of my draw. We already showered together this morning so at least I don't have to worry about that right now.

"Are you nervous?" He looks to me puzzled.

"No, what makes you say that?" How can he fucken tell.

This is pretty much a date. A weird one at that as I'm having to get ready in front of him.

"No reason." he says carefully as his eyes run down me. I can tell by his expression there is a reason. I'm trying my hardest to be normal but he's making that extremely hard right now and I don't know why.

I turn away from him as I slide his shirt off me picking up my bra from the draw to than have his body pressed against mine.

"I'll go wait out there, there's no way we will make it to go eat when I would rather just eat you." he softly says as he presses a kiss to my neck than leaves my room so i can fucken breathe again.

I get changed throwing on what ever is quicker grabbing some heels to match my dress. This will have to do. I look like shit. I'm in need of at least a couples days of sleep. Shakers has really done me over.

I look to the door as i can hear voices, coming from the other room. Jax must be home. I finish my make up and grab my bag. I'm ready to get this date moving now.

"I didn't know you were expecting company." Dylan says as I enter the room currently holding him and Flynn.

"I didnt expect to see you again." Flynn narrows his eyes at Dylan.

I could just shrink back and go take that much needed rest right now. The thought of it felt amazing for a split second before my anger kicked in on why the fuck is Flynn here. This can't be happening right now.

"What are you doing here flynn?" I question as I take a few more steps into the room.

He looks nice like he's actually made the effort knowing he was coming here. Even his hair is done the way I love and he fucken knows it.

"I got your text this morning but we need to talk." his eyes trained on me turning slightly away from Dylan.

I glance in Dylan's direction to see his jaw clenched looking at Flynn like he's going to pounce any minute now. I'm beginning to wish we just ordered in... back at his.

"I have nothing to say to you." I say carefully. This is awkward as shit.

"I have plenty." he snaps back.

"Well it's not all about you and what you fucken want." my voice rises, my anger getting the better of me. He can't do this, not now.

He sighs as he looks back to Dylan as if he just remembered he's here and right now I'm thankful Dylan's here. Flynn hates it when I curse at him and he never held back to let me know how much he hated it. Still I never expected him to hit me, ever.

"Can we please just do this in private?" he asks, eyes landing back on me. Flynn is a very confident guy I'm sure Dylan's presence here hardly even affects him.

"Not a chance." Dylan's snaps, his whole demeanour has changed. He seems more angry than me.

"Who the fuck is this mads?" Flynn says gesturing to Dylan.

Why the hell is he looking at me like that. He fucken cheated on me. He ended it between us. And now all of sudden he's acting like I'm the one doing the wrong.

"He's the guy I'm currently fucking now." I spit out as I throw my bag onto the the couch feeling sick of holding it.

Dylan watches me but I don't have the energy to pay attention to him right now as Flynn floods my head with every feeling I've ever felt about him comes in all at once.

"You hurt me flynn in a way I don't think I'll ever be able to get past." I breathe out as I watch his face soften.

No. He's not going to get me this time.

"Come on mads you haven't even tried to see my side, I'm sorry, it meant nothing.. what the fuck do you need me to say." he says taking a step closer to me as Dylan takes a step closer to him. But I ignore it.

"Maybe when I stop having visions of you together I will see your side."

the tension in the room is starting to build and I know I need to get out or him out or even Dylan out but all three of us in the same room is just too much.

"Your my girl mads, i don't want it to end like this."

"She's not your fucken girl anymore." Dylan says calmly. I'm not his girl either I'm no ones fucking girl. And it's hit me that's the way i want it to stay.

"Don't come crawling back to me once he fucks you over." Flynn chuckles as he moves towards the front door. I watch him move as I would be moving too by the way dylans looking at him.

"Get out Flynn" I tighten my fist and step towards him before Dylan wraps his arm around me pulling me back into him.

Flynn's eyes bounce between me and the guy standing beside me as he steps back through the door slamming it shut.

My whole mood has just plummeted how can he just come here like he hasn't done anything.

"Are you ok?" Dylan asks turning me to face him.

"I'm fine, can we just go eat now?" I snap out. I don't want to think about it I can't deal with it right now.

"Hey I'm not the one who cheated on you." his deep blue eyes staring into mine making me look away.

Yeah lucky we are not dating, it's only a matter of time before he would as well. There all the same.

I pull away from him grabbing my bag and head for the door. Suddenly not in the mood for a date at all.

"Are you coming?" I ask pausing at the door as he hasn't moved.

"Maybe we should do this some other time." he suggests as I turn to look at him.

Of course, who would wanna go for lunch with a pissed off female.

"Your hungry I'm sure as hell hungry let's just go eat, it can't get much worse than this." I say opening the door. Great now I'm dragging him out to lunch with me.

He steps forward as he follows me out to the car. Opening my door I hop into the passenger seat. And watch him walk around. I need to calm down. Fucken Flynn just had to ruin everything again.

A/N ** Awkward**