emma's pov:
last night..i finally opened up to ethan.. people wouldn't usually think a girl like me would feel like this but i'm just like any other girl...i cry, i get emotional, i get scared, i have my insecurities. and no one really realizes just because i look perfect and i'm always happy on camera and on social media...but i really am going through some personal things...
everyday i wake up and i stare at myself in the mirror...and i don't like what i see... all i see is fat, and where i need to lose weight.
lately..i haven't been eating that much... it because i think i need to lose weight...
i have a gorgeous boy friend who's amazingly hot, and then there's me... i get hate comments saying i'm fat, i'm ugly, and things like that. usually...i don't let it get to me, but recently it has..and i don't know why...
i look over at ethan and he finally wakes up
"good morning beautiful " he says smiling at me
then there's these moments...where ethan treats me like i'm a princess and he's just amazing... and then that's when i don't think i need to lose weight...but then my thoughts take over and i think otherwise.
"morning" i say kinda smiling then he pulls me closer and kisses my forehead, which then makes me smile even more.
"emma...you make me so happy..." he says while looking into my eyes and i smile then i begin to lean in and we kiss, and kiss and it turns into a make out sesh
then i pull back smiling
making him laugh "what"
"this sounds so cheesy but you make me the happiest i've ever been"
he smiles then kisses me "good"
"i'm going to get breakfast from downstairs do want anything" he asks me
"no i'm good"
"...emma...please"
"what ethan..."
"please come eat with me..."
"...fine..."
i get up and walk over next to him as we make our way to the kitchen i sit at the table as he begins to get out the cereal and milk
"emma"
"yeah?"
"i want to take you somewhere"
i giggle a little "where"
"i don't know...somewhere fun though.."
"well...when you decide, let me know"
"i most definitely will"
then he walks over with a bowl of cereal for me and another one for him
"i can't promise i'll eat all of this"
"that's okay, as long as you eat a little bit that's all i'm asking for"
i smile then take a couple bites and we begin to talk and eat and enjoying each other's company and before i knew it i look down and i see all the cereal gone and then i get up and then ethan finishes up and gets up quickly
"i got it" he says and grabs my bowl
maybe...ethan is just what i needed...he managed to distract me, and for the first time in about a week i enjoyed a meal.. it was weird...but nice..
"do you have any plans today?" ethan asks me like i'm always busy
"well...." i begin to think about it to tease him "hmmm" then he walks towards me and puts his arms arouns my waist and pulls me in closer to him and he stares into my eyes
"i might be available" i say teasing him then he licks his lips and i lean in and we kiss for a little bit
"well.. i've decided on where i wanted to take you..."
"REALLY!!" i say as i started to get excited
"yes..but... it's a surprise" he says smirking at me
"ughhhh" i say as i dramatically fall on my couch then ethan walks up to me and stands between my legs
" shall we just not go at all?" he says teasing me now
"nooo we should definitely go" i say quickly
"oh...so you are available" he says smirking
"i don't know..i'm pretty sure i have plans with my boyfriend" i say smirking at him
"oh...and who might that be?" he says grabbing my hands to pull me off the couch with a couple centimeters between our faces
"ohh, well...he's about 5'11... really sweet, and kind...oh, and he's reallyyy hot."
"wow sounds like the perfect guy" -e
" yeah...something like that" as i say that he smirks and we begin to make out again as he pulls me in deepening the kiss
i know this sounds stupid...but ethan makes me so happy and he makes me forget every bad thought in my head and all the stupid hate comments that i let get into my head. he doesn't even realize, but he's helping me believe in myself more and more everytime i see him.. this is why i love him...
(i just want you all to know i love emma, and i think she's really pretty and no where near ugly or fat, anyways i hope you enjoyed this chapter
also thank you for 19k reads like woah)
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Fanfictionethan and emma get a bit too close and grow feelings for each other and eventually decide to be in a relationship, but of course they're are still obstacles that try to get in the way, as they try to save their relationship. {book two is out now&com...
