ethma

chapter 38

Ethan pov:
"do you want to come in, and talk?" she says as she opens the door
"yeah... that would be nice.." i say then smile at her and walk in
"how was San Francisco?" i ask her nervously because i can tell this is a little bit awkward so i try to make it less weird
"oh it was good, it was nice to see my mom" she says as we walk to the couch and sit facing each other
"that's good"
"so-" we both say at the same time and stop at the same time then we laugh a little
"ethan i have a lot to explain..like...i'm not sure if you've noticed or know or whatever...but we haven't been the same "us" as we usually are lately.."
i act a little shocked.. i knew something was up but i didn't know..this was the main issue.. but i do see now what she means... kinda "what do you mean..?"
"i honestly don't know all of the reasons, but we...we barely talk anymore...we barely hang out... we just aren't the same anymore and i wanted to be with you...to go on adventures with you...to know more about you... to be able to call you mine... to love you... we use to make each other laugh... and smile...and i would always be excited to see you, and no matter how much time we spent with each other... we would still want to be with the other person.. ethan i love you so much.. because of how sweet you are... your so kind hearted...and you care for people so much and the way you make me feel.. and how my face lights up whenever i see you, and you just make me so happy...but i don't feel that way anymore..." she says while a tear falls down her cheek and she looks down at her legs not making eye contact
".....emma... i'm so unbelievably sorry... i had no idea you felt this way... i've been so stressed and lost in my own world and i haven't been myself.. there's just so much going on right now.. but right now and for the past week all i could think about was you.. you make me the happiest guy on earth.. you understand me in some ways that not even grayson can understand.. your so special... and to be honest... i don't deserve you... but i got a chance to be with a amazing girl like you.. and i'm not gonna let you go without a fight... i love you so much emma.. i don't think i can even put it into words..." i say kind of smiling looking down at her hands and delicately grabbing them putting them in mine
"you make my heart race...every time i see you.. i get this feeling...i can't even describe..but whenever i'm around you, i can't ever be sad. except for moments like these..." i say while i look into her mesmerizing eyes as another tear falls
"ethan.."
"i'm so sorry.." i say with a sad face expression and look down then glance up and then emma launches on top of me and slams her lips on mine.
i cant begin to tell you...how it feels to feel her lips on mine.. the feeling i've been longing and waiting for..for weeks...and to finally be with her... it's indescribable
emma pov:
after what he said...my heart just melted...i couldn't contain myself from kissing him anymore, so i just launched myself on top of him and we made out for a couple minutes then he carried me up the stairs in bridal style, while we looked into each other's eyes
once we reached my bed he set me down and hovered over me and we continued to make out, then i reached to grab his shirt and take it off as he let me, then i pushed him over so i was on top and i took my shirt off and begin to kiss him once again
(and you know what happens lol)