Again // d.h

Chapter 7

(Y/n)'s POV

After Phil ordered pizzas we all got changed into our pyjamas and I quickly dropped Ellie back home. It was now 10pm and still Josh wasn't home. I'd just text him If he texted me worried or something.

(Ignore the underwear lmao, just thought the shirt and shorts were a cute combo ngl)

I knocked on Dan and Phil's door and it swung open to show Phil in pyjamas and glasses. "Hullo (y/n)" He chirped before letting me into their warm apartment. It smelt like coffee and Christmas. I felt safe in their company and happier than I had been in a while. As I entered the living room I saw Dan also in his pyjamas setting up a film. He jumped slightly as I sat next to him but I saw his body relax as he realized it was me. He turned and we locked eye contact, his chocolate eyes staring into my (e/c) eyes. He leaned in for a second and looked at my lips. Wait what? I suddenly looker down "best get the pizza sorted then.." I said mentally hitting myself. I was going to let him kiss me and I felt full of joy in that moment. But I had josh. Josh was all I needed and I loved him. Right?

I walked to their bathroom and slid down the door onto the cold tiles. I almost fucking kissed another man. But why did I care and why did I feel as if we were the only people in the world as I stared into his dark eyes? Did I-

"(Y/n)?" That oh so familiar voice echoed through the bathroom from the other side of the door. "Are you okay?" Dan's voice came again. "Phil and I are ready." He said, why was I so awful? I could hear his voice and almost picture his worried expression. I stood up and opened the door I saw his sad face and glossy eyes. I threw my arms around his body "sorry Dan, I'm awful I really am." I cried into his chest. "Oh. Look (y/n) it was my fault, but I couldn't help it." He said now hugging me back. "But I made you feel like we could kiss and I feel so bad, because I have josh and love him but when I'm with you, I feel so alive and happy." I cried all at once. He sighed and pulled away looking at me in despair. "No. I'm sorry, because it was me that made you feel that way in the first place for invading your life. I really like you but you have josh and I respect that. I'll leave you be if you want." He said holding my shoulders in his hands. "No I don't want that. I want a happy life that I can live with both you and Phil in, but for the mean time I love Josh."

"Thank you" Dan smiled as we walked back to the living room.

We watched about 5 films and it turned to 2am on my phone as I checked for texts from josh, nothing. "I reckon I should head back to mine." I laughed hugging them both goodbye. I walked back across the hall to my apartment and entered. I was quiet as I went into our room and was confused to see that josh wasn't there.

I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the soft pillow.

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I woke up to my phone buzzing with notifications from Instagram. What on earth. I opened Instagram to see I had gained hundreds of followers. Oh. My mind flicked back to yesterday when we recorded a video. I went onto YouTube and flicked through the comments. "(S/n)?" (Ship Name) I read aloud. I turned red and quickly turned it off, as if on cue I heard the door click open and soon josh walked into the room. "And where have you been?" I asked looking at his face. "Late shift, sorry babe" he smiled. Liar. I could tell through the fake smile. "Okay" I said, knowing better than to argue. He was short tempered to say the least.

~time skip brought to you by the release of ii~

The next days went by fast until one morning josh had left to go to work and I was sat in bed on my phone. I was taken aback when his phone was left on his nightstand and it pinged, the sound filling the empty room.

Hey babe, good night on Sunday ;) can't wait to see you tonight ❤

I read it and my stomach dropped, I felt as though I was about to be sick. I read who it was from 'Sophie' (sorry if your called Sophie.) Who the fuck is Sophie and why the fuck was she texting Josh this.

I snapped a pick on my phone and messaged Dan.

Need your help asap

Whatever you need.

*image attached* what the fuck do I do, he's at work.

Oh my fucking god I swear.
Leave it to me.

Don't do anything awful.

I won't.

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Wow a bit full on but okay. I was walking home from school and my best friend and I have to go down a back lane, so we were watching vines and laughing. 'Ms.Keisha' came on and we find it  I C O N I C  so we said it out loud and all of a sudden a someone started to move around in their garden, and it was a back lane so we couldn't see who it was and we were embarrassed so we walked on quickly, then I turned to see a women in her late 50's fucking staring at us and shaking her head. I feel bad but it was funny. She wasn't being nice either. If she had asked us to turn it down I would have apologized, but she looked us up and down.

Anyway sorry, needed to vent.

Cya later xx