Chapter 12

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(y/n)s POV

I closed the door behind me and dropped my shoes and bag as I began to walk through the cold and lonely apartment, it seemed that with my misery I had managed to create a cave of regret that I had to wake up in and live in every day.
I reached my room and in complete silence changed into my pyjamas. I powered off my phone and lay in bed with the heavy duvet pulled up to my chin, keeping my body warm as I pondered what had happened the past few days, looking up at the ceiling, and the thought of Josh then Dan then Jonathan made me feel sick. All in the space of 4 or 3 days, my life has revolved around other people, mainly boys who didn't respect me for who I was or what I did. Dan had upset me. He never did that. Ever.
Dan was one of the nicest and softest boys emotionally to walk the earth. He always made me smile. Maybe the fame had gotten to his head? I don't know. I can remember the sunny days we would lie in a feild together, as cliché as it sounds, we would look at the sky and one of us would be telling a story whilst the other listened and usually made the scenario end in laughs. After that we would walk back down to our homes and stand outside of my house giving song recommendations. These small things made us happy and they still made me happy when I thought of them. I picked up my phone, questioning whether I should message Jonathan or not. I ended up typing away.

Hi, it's (y/n), got any time to talk?

Hi and yeah. xx

I was taken a back at how quickly he replied to me. Why with kisses, that's creepy. There was no way I was dating him after everything I'd been through.

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Yes it is a short chapter but next chapter shod be way better, this was just a filler.
Cya later x

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