chapter 31 red roses and peach roses

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Macaria P.O.V

I am so nervous about today, seeing it is my wedding day and all.
but I never thought that I would be getting married in my life. As a child, I always imagine getting married and starting a family of my own.

I let out a sigh as I looked at myself in the mirror. I was dressed in my peach color wedding dress that ruffled from the waist down and my hair was neatly done in a bun with a long white butterfly veil that trailed behind me. I wore peach rose jewelry with pearls to ascent the peach colored roses.

Back then I was a little girl that was gullible and had big dreams of what it would be like to be older, to do things through your own free will

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Back then I was a little girl that was gullible and had big dreams of what it would be like to be older, to do things through your own free will. Always believing what others said and allowing it to swallow me through my whole life. Then again a child's mind is like a sponge, so innocent and having a childlike a wonder.

Growing up was tough for a young girl. Living with a father who wasn't worth it, the yelling that filled the house hollowed walls. Putting my mom through hell and back. It was a nightmare.

After seeing that, it made me feel that getting married was a foolish idea and it would be something I would never do. Even the thought of having a family of my own slightly appalled me.
Because I didn't want to be in the same situation as my mum.
I wanted to be a strong and independent woman that would walk through the pain and fear of the godforsaken world with no fear and having a sense of pride.

I won't lie, I am worried about marriage still to this day. Will end the same? Will I personally go through pain as my mom did?

I don't want what my mom had. No, I know I won't have what my mom had. I will be strong and will fight and guess what? This is going to the best goddamn day of my life. Screw everyone else who doesn't matter. Today is about me, Ayato and everyone one else who loves me! I smile back at the mirror with a triumphed smile on my face.

Macaria: "Let's do this"

suddenly there was a knock on the door

Macaria: "Come in!"

I called out as I turn my attention away from the mirror to the door.

The door opened wide as it reveals my soon-to-be brother in law, Subaru at the door. He was dress in a white button-up dress shirt with a peach color bow tie around the collar and wore the same color vest over the dress shirt. Over the dress shirt was a black tuxedo blazer with a two white and one red in the middle flower pin the right side of his chest, and wore black dress pants with white and black leather bottom dress shoes.

Macaria: "Ah, Subaru, it's you."

I said greeting him with a light smile because my nerves are getting to me.

Subaru: "It's time Macaria, are you ready?"

He asked me as he was leaning against the door frame.

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