But You're Worth It...

Chapter 10

*New Direct Message*

From: niallersgirl

Listen here. I don't know if it's true about you dating Niall but you need to back the fuck up. I am dead serious. YOUR SO UGLY. I've seen rats prettier than you. Your fat and look at all those pimples. Yikes. Niall probably is hanging out with you for charity or something. So don't feel special fugly ass. If your going to keep hanging out with Niall get ready for a lot of these messages. bye slut.

I stood there. Speechless. Why? Was that all true? Is that really how people saw me? That's how I saw myself but I didn't think anyone would ever say it. I went to the restroom and stared at the mirror. I suddenly began to see what she was talking about. I was chubbier than most I guess and my acne was acting up this week. I was ugly. Wow. I had a sick feeling. Should I tell Niall? No. He'll be worried. Maybe I should tell someone else. Like Liam? Yeah. Liam. He seemed like he would know what to do. I remember Niall gave me all the boys numbers just in case I needed to talk to him and he didn't have his phone. I selected his number and begun to create a message.

Hey Liam. It's Lilli. Can I talk to you about something? It's kinda important. But please don't tell Niall. -Lilli

As I waited for a reply I kept looking in the mirror. What DID Niall see in me? bzzzzz My phone went off.

Sure thing. What is it? -Liam

I tried to think of how to explain it.

Remember when Harry posted the picture of me and Niall? Well, when i got home i noticed i had a message so i checked it. It was from a girl i didnt even know and she said a lot of mean things. Sould i just ignore it? -Lilli

Liam replied almost imediantly.

Yes just ignore it. We all get 1000s of hate letters everyday. You said you didnt know her right? -Lilli

No, i dont think i do. But i dont know because the only thing on her twitter account are pictures of Niall. -Lilli

Oh ok. Well its not like she can actually do anything. Block her. Besides she is probably just mad cause of the picture. I mean Niall has been in a relationship our whole 1D job. And nobody likes that Niall has a girlfriend, -Liam

I couldnt help but smile. I didnt know Niall concidered me his girlfriend.

Niall's girlfriend? -Lilli

Oh shit. Niall hasnt told you yet has he? -Liam

Nope- Lilli

Damn It. Please dont tell Niall i told you. Act suprised when he asks you. -Liam

My heart was beating so fast. I was smilimg from ear to ear. I was going to ne Niall's girlfriend. I picked up my phone and replied to Liam.

I will dont worry. And thank you for the help. -Lilli

No problem at all. Tell me if you ever need help with anything. We could be like best friends. haha. -Liam

Yeah lol. Ok. We can be best friends. -Lilli

Ok, i have to go. Got a lot of stuff to do. But you should be expecting a call from Niall any minuet now. He's giving himself a pep talk right now. -Liam

I smiled at my phone.

Ok. Thanks again. Good Bye. -Lilli

I looked at the clock and it was already 5:00. About 20 minuetes went by of flipping through Candy Crush, Twitter, and Instagram. Then my phone started to ring, of course it was Niall. I aswered the phone.

"Hey Lilli. Um hi, can you talk now? Its ok if your busy." Niall said, I could tll he was nervous. "Hey Niall nope im not busy. I can talk." I paused. "Oh ok. I just needed to ask you something." Niall voice sounded shakey. "What is it?" 'Um i was just wondering if... LILLI!!! I coud hear Aracelli yelling from her room. "Um, can you give me a second Niall?" I asked. " Oh sure thing." He said almost relived. I put my hand over the phone. "WHAT DO YOU WANT?!" I yelled. "Oh your so cute when your yeling." Niall said as he laughed. "Oh thank you." I giggled."LILLI!!!" She yelled again. "GET YOUR ASS IN HERE!!!" I was furious. "Im so sorry Niall. My sister is calling me. Can I call you in a bit?" I asked. Im sure he could hear the annoyance in my voice. "Sure thing beautiful." He said We said goodbye and i hung up. I through my phone at the wall and stomped all the way to Aracelli's room. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?!" I yelled as I entered into her room. Her room was a freaking mess."Where the freaking hell are my One Direction albums??" She said as she kept scrambling through her stuff. "They are in the car. I was listening to them." "You dont even like them" She said as she laughed."Yes I do... My phone buzzed in my pocket. I grabbed it and read the message.

Can I see you tonight? -Niall

I buzzed again

I did NOT mean that in an innapropriate way. Sorry haha I just meant of we could hang out. -Niall

I couldnt help but smile.

In fact Aracelli I have am dating Niall. Im seeing him tonight.

She roared with laughter. "Your delusional!" She said.

"Ok. Aracelli. Believe what you want." But I am dating him."

"You're full of it. Get out before I die of laughter." She laughed as I walked out of the room.

I grabbed my phone and replied.

I would love to see you. I have to ask my mom first. -Lilli

Of course. <3 -Niall

I ran downstairs and found my mom on the couch playing Candy Crush (just like normal) "Hey mom i was wondering if I can go hang out with Niall tonight? Just to the movies or dinner or something? I held my breathe hoping she would say yes. She took a deep breathe. "Babe you have been spending a lot of time together. Are you guys like "official" or what is going on?" She said as she looked up from her phone. I sighed. " Thats the thing mom. I think Niall is going to ask me to be his girlfriend tonight because Liam accidentally told me he was going to so thats why I need to see him." Mom looked up back down at her phone. "Thats fine Lillianna." She said. "Just be safe my love." "Thank you mommy. And I will." I went over to the couch and hugged her. "I love you." I said as I kissed her on the forehead. I ran upstairs and texted Niall back.

She said yes :) -Lilli

About 30 seconds later my phone rang. Of course it was Niall.

Me: Hey

Niall:Hey beautiful i got your text. Im so glad we can hang out. What do you want to do?

Me: Ummm i dont know. Where ever is fine with me.

Niall: Ok, how about we go out to eat?

Me: Yeah! Sounds great.

Nial: Perfect. Of course its going to have to be at another private resteraunt because yeah but I'll pick you up at 7?

Me: Great. I'll see you then.

Niall: Bye Bye love

Me: Bye

I hung up the phone and just stood there. I then relized something. I could possible have my first ever boyfriend by the end of tonight. Niall Horan could be my first ever boyfriend.